I Am...Vicki. I Want...a drink. I Have...2 dogs. I Wish...that life wasn't so complicated. I Hate...him. I Fear...making mistakes. I Hear...music. I Search...for apartments. I Wonder...how he really feels. I Regret...opening up to people. I Love...chocolate. I Ache...when I think of my nan. I Always...breathe. I Usually...swear. I Am Not...easy to understand. I Dance...drunkenly. I Sing...constantly. I Never...get violent. I Rarely...shout. I Cry...too much. I Am Not Always...happy. I Lose...my mind. I'm Confused...constantly. I Need...a lot of things that I can't have. I Should...tell him more. I Dream...of a happy ending.
I Am...Yas
I Want..to be thin.
I Have... a pet rat.
I Wish... i was skinny.
I Hate... my body.
I Fear... obesity.
I Hear...silly thoughts.
I Search... for happiness.
I Wonder... where my happiness went.
I Regret... a lot of stuff
I Love...My mum.
I Ache... for my dad.
I Always... try to count my blessings.
I Usually... don't think before i think.
I Am Not... pretty.
I Dance... terribly.
I Sing...Badly.
I Never... know what to say.
I Rarely... enjoy vegetables.
I Cry... alot.
I Am Not Always... depressed.
I Lose... everything.
I'm Confused... most of the time.
I Need... my dad.
I Should... be happy.
I Dream... of funny stuff.
I Am... Alli
I Want... New friends.
I Have... A stoumach ache.
I Wish... I looked better.
I Hate... This.
I Fear... Everybody seeing right through me.
I Hear... Against me!
I Search... I don't know.
I Wonder... If eventually I'll get over this.
I Regret... ****ing Telling him.
I Love... A guy :)
I Ache... For the past.
I Always... am tired.
I Usually... like snow.
I Am Not... A poser.
I Dance... never.
I Sing... When i'm alone.
I Never... am myself.
I Rarely... cry.
I Cry... haha, when theres nothing left to do. When I colapse
I Am Not Always... This pessimistic
I Lose... everything!
I'm Confused... about the rest of the population. Do they feel the way I do? Am i just a drama queen or am I really sad.
I Need... Answers.
I Should... Tell somebody.
I Dream... Of a future.
I Am...Tiffany.
I Want...to understand myself better.
I Have...a sore ear and throat.
I Wish...I was better at not procrastinating.
I Hate...feeling so ashamed of myself.
I Fear...failure in its varied forms.
I Hear...the sweet dulcet tones of Star Wars Episode I.
I Search...for meaning in things that may not have any.
I Wonder...whether next semester will be any better.
I Regret...too often.
I Love...God, my friends, and my family.
I Ache...in my ear. We've established this.
I Always...manage to come out alright in the end, I think.
I Usually...can find someone that can help me look on the brightside.
I Am Not...quite as down as I have been in the past.
I Dance...without much grace, but with much enthusiasm.
I Sing...not very well, and sometimes with enthusiasm, but not when the song is my own.
I Never...remember to bring enough socks on trips.
I Rarely...have been angry at others, and frequently have been with myself.
I Cry...seldom. Only in intense anger. I believe the last time I cried without being provoked by anger was when I was twelve.
I Am Not Always...quite as perfect as I would like to be, nor the failure that I imagine myself to be.
I Lose...contacts, and other small items, quite often.
I'm Confused...by math.
I Need...this cold to subside.
I Should...probably eat an orange, or drink tea, but I am too tired to move.
I Dream...very strange tales, often that have no basis in reality.
I do not want to know myself. I do not want to be myself. I know better, so I will strive to be better.
I Am...crap
I Want...for things to improve
I Have...not much
I Wish...to speak
I Hate...the silence
I Fear...abandonment
I Hear...Cradle of Filth
I Search...for nothing
I Wonder...why?
I Regret...many things
I Love...him
I Ache...in my stomach
I Always...jump to conclusions
I Usually...downplay how I feel
I Am Not...happy
I Dance...rarely
I Sing...daily
I Never...think
I Rarely...understand things
I Cry...a lot
I Am Not Always...as supportive as I could be
I Lose...the game
I'm Confused...a fair bit
I Need...peace
I Should...talk about things
I Dream...weird things
I Am.
I Want... the next issue of the X-FILES comic!!!
I Have... the first issue of the new series.
I Wish... The Lone Gunman played a bigger part
I Hate... dust bunnies
I Fear... my brain is melting
I Hear... music
I Search... for my socks but I never find them
I Wonder... what I'll have for dinner tomorrow
I Regret... watching "Jump the Shark"
I Love... the feeling you get after working hard and knowing you did a good job.
I Ache... when I sketch things without a table (from looking down)
I Always... stay up too late
I Usually... wear T-shirts
I Am Not... a ham samich
I Dance... Dance Revolution
I Sing... strange songs
I Never... feel compelled to listen to "gangsta" rap
I Rarely... go out in the sun
I Cry... when I get sad
I Am Not Always... reliable
I Lose... my train of thought easily
I'm Confused... by spam (IS IT REALLY FOOD???)
I Need... to do laundry
I Should... clean my room
I Dream... sometimes
I Am...unsafe
I Want...to lose weight
I Have...a cat
I Wish...my mum and dad were happy
I Hate...this voice
I Fear...being in a small space
I Hear...a voice
I Search...for happiness
I Wonder...wether I will marry my boyfriend
I Regret...not being stronger in personality to say no
I Love...my family
I Ache...in the head
I Always...clear my plate
I Usually...like being on my own
I Am Not...coping
I Dance...when Im drunk
I Sing...all the time, I love singing
I Never...exercise, I hate it
I Rarely...eat healthily
I Cry...most days
I Am Not Always...honest with my feelings
I Lose...everything all the time
I'm Confused...at the moment
I Need...someone to make me feel safe
I Should...tell my nurse how I feel
I Dream...at night time
I Am sick.
I Want Michelle.
I Have $200.
I Wish I was about 1050 miles away from here
I Hate...
I Fear nothingness.
I Hear Tupac.
I Search with google.
I Wonder why I'm alive.
I Regret saturday night, I could've done a lot better.
I Love Michelle
I Ache in my stomach.
I Always have something witty to say.
I Usually dont come here/
I Am Not fully aware.
I Dance if I'm drunk and there's daft punk playing.
I Sing to anything good.
I Never...
I Rarely get pissed.
I Cry, rarely.
I Am Not Always here?
I Lose my consciousness.
I'm Confused right now.
I Need her.
I Shouldn't be doing this.
I Dream, rarely.
I Am...Lozzy
I Want...To be happy
I Have...finally relaxed
I Wish...My life was easier
I Hate...Not having enough money
I Fear...Masked faces
I Hear...The night nurse advert
I Search...for true love
I Wonder...If i'll ever be sucessful
I Regret...Not taking more chances
I Love...all the people i can't have
I Ache...in my pierced nipple
I Always...leave things to the last minute
I Usually...ignore my own advice
I Am Not...as happy as everyone thinks
I Dance...in my bedroom when no ones home
I Sing...all the time when no ones around
I Never...put anything back in its place
I Rarely...pay money i owe back
I Cry...for the son i lost
I Am Not Always...willing to help
I Lose...The ones i love
I'm Confused...most of the time
I Need...a friend
I Should...work harder
I Dream...of a better life
I Am... Charlotte I Want... things to get better. I Have... amazing friends I Wish... things were different for the people I care about. I Hate... fakes. I Fear... the dark, other people, being let down/used, people I love dying. I Hear... an advert about mayonaise. I Search... for a way to get better. I Wonder... when things got so bad I Regret... many things. I Love... my friends & family. I Ache... a lot. I Always... do stupid things. I Usually... smile. I Am Not... a scientist. I Dance... badly. I Sing... very badly I Never... want to see him again. I Rarely... make sense. I Cry... at the drop of a hat. I Am Not Always... sensible. I Lose... control. Often. I'm Confused... 99% of the time. I Need... a hug. I Should... get on with life. I Dream... that one day I can leave all this behind.
I Am...tired
I Want...changes
I Have...too much in my head
I Wish...everything wasn't s hard
I Hate...depression
I Fear...failing at life
I Hear...music
I Search...for answers
I Wonder...if i'm doing the right thing
I Regret...alot
I Love...my friends and family
I Ache...in my back
I Always...think too much
I Usually...lie
I Am Not...ok
I Dance...like a maniac
I Sing...whenever i can
I Never...give up on people
I Rarely...like this place
I Cry...when i'm angry
I Am Not Always...
I Lose...confidence
I'm Confused...about who i am
I Need...support
I Should...do some work
I Dream...about violent things
I Am...Shannon
I Want...My Friends back
I Have...A beautiful nephew
I Wish...I could restart knowing everything i know now
I Hate...been alone
I Fear...living to be 40
I Hear...music (and i like it)
I Search...for my self
I Wonder...where i will be on 5 years
I Regret...most things i say and do
I Love...My beautiful nephew
I Ache...when i feell alone
I Always...smile but most of the time it isn't real
I Usually...am alone
I Am Not...always nice
I Dance...never
I Sing...alot when i am alone or with my mother
I Never...wanted this
I Rarely...do what i'm suposed to
I Cry...when i am alone
I Am Not Always...Unhappy
I Lose...my friends alot
I'm Confused...all the time
I Need...to start listenin and stop been stuborn
I Should...go to school more
I Dream...happy dreams
I Am...Witwer
I Want...to rule the world
I Have...a plan
I Wish...for destiny
I Hate...stupidity
I Fear...nothingness
I Hear...music
I Search...the streams of space
I Wonder...how it got this far
I Regret...inaction
I Love...my true
I Ache...inside
I Always...show no emotion
I Usually...sit
I Am Not...emotionally able
I Dance...never
I Sing...alone
I Never...cry
I Rarely...feel
I Cry...never
I Am Not Always...loveless
I Lose...at nothing
I'm Confused...about it
I Need...solace
I Should...write
I Dream...in technicolour
I Am...wordful
I Want...happiness
I Have...gift of words
I Wish...for peace
I Hate...crowds
I Fear...darkness
I Hear...music
I Search...for happiness
I Wonder...what words to use
I Regret...(to personal )
I Love...my b/f
I Ache...for human contact
I Always...write
I Usually...write /type
I Am Not...seeker
I Dance...not
I Sing...not
I Never...want to be without paper
I Rarely...am with people
I Cry...not
I Am Not Always... happy
I Lose...myself
I'm Confused...by myself
I Need...to be held
I Should...be happy
I Dream...to be free
I Am...Sharli
I Want...A job!
I Have...Baby hammies
I Wish...My fiance was here not at my sisters
I Hate...Big brother.
I Fear...Spiders *shiver*
I Hear...squeaky babies
I Search...for dinosaur feet/tail :(
I Wonder...If im going to have to cook dinner again
I Regret...not working harder in school
I Love...Patrick
I Ache...everywhere
I Always...brush my teef :D
I Usually...have conversations in my sleep ^_^
I Am Not...normal
I Dance...badly
I Sing...well
I Never...go out :(
I Rarely...get piercings any more
I Cry...too often
I Am Not Always...hyper
I Lose...everything x-x
I'm Confused...about what to do!
I Need...a job...or to win the lottery...even though i dont play it >.>
I Should...Finish my dinosaur costume
I Dream...of going back to canada
I Am... A student
I Want...My hubby :(
I Have... Black jeans
I Wish... Elves would finish my Uni work
I Hate... Adverts
I Fear...Spiders
I Hear... Skins
I Search... For my Pokémon Pearl game...
I Wonder... If Uni will ever come to an end
I Regret... Being disorganised and being insensitive
I Love... Barry
I Ache... Inside
I Always... Eat breakfast
I Usually... Feel sad
I Am Not... A lunatic
I Dance... Often and alone
I Sing... Always
I Never... Drink and Drive
I Rarely... Laugh for no real reason
I Cry... A lot
I Am Not Always...Happy
I Lose... The important stuff ><
I'm Confused... About what to do with my Hubby
I Need... Some sleep
I Should... Finish my Uni work OR revise
I Dream... Of being normal
Who Watches the Watchmen?
PM me any time, I'll answer you as soon as I can.
I have a SI awareness and a haematite and white bead bracelet from the RYL shop, and I love them!
I Am... doing my best to get drunk tonite
I Want... a family not so ripped aparrt
I Have... a lot of CDs
I Wish... that i had never started to SI
I Hate... myself mostly, plus all the evils in the world that everyone ignores
I Fear... spiders
I Hear... william control
I Search... myself fro seomthing worthwhile
I Wonder... what it would be like to die
I Regret... a lot
I Love... rock music
I Ache... all over
I Always... hide.
I Usually... turn away
I Am Not... very happy
I Dance... badly.
I Sing... badly
I Never... drink sambuca anymore
I Rarely... thinkbefore speaking
I Cry... almost never i cant do it anymore
I Am Not Always... a nice person
I Lose... myself in alcohol
I'm Confused... about why im even here at alll
I Need... my mom to love me more
I Should... stop drinking so much
I Dream...a LOT
Leave him numb. Leave him crushed.
All in all is all we are
I Am... Beth
I Want... A Job
I Have... No Life
I Wish... For this to end
I Hate... My Life
I Fear... People
I Hear... Music
I Search... But Never Find
I Wonder... About The Future
I Regret... Everything
I Love... My Friends
I Ache... For Wine
I Always... Complain
I Usually... Hate
I Am Not... Happy
I Dance... Badly
I Sing... Always
I Never... Thought about her
I Rarely... Feel Complete
I Cry... Not
I Am Not Always... Confident
I Lose... All The Time
I Need... A Job
I Should... Make Up My Mind
I Dream... In Colour
I Am... Marie
I Want... To know where I stand with myself.
I Have... A slight obsession with Bad Girls at the moment.
I Wish... I knew the truth.
I Hate... Being lied to.
I Fear... The Unknown.
I Hear... No Doubt - Dark Blue.
I Search... The internet for 'the october manifesto' for my Russian History assignment.
I Wonder... what my dad would like for dinner when he gets home from work today.
I Regret... almost everything...
I Love... My Little Miss Sunshine :)
I Ache... Where I stubbed my little toe before..
I Always... sing. Everywhere.
I Usually... tend not to try things unless success is certain.
I Am Not... normal.
I Dance... badly.
I Sing... all the time :) I don't sing horrendously.
I Never... show anger towards other people.
I Rarely... sleep.
I Cry... at Disney Films. Like Bambi, and Dumbo.
I Am Not Always... the person people expect me to be.
I Lose... the ability to fight sometimes.
I'm Confused... about who I really am most of the time.
I Need... a new tattoo.
I Should... really do my school work.
I Dream... rarely. But when i do, they're extremely weird.
Now I'll play your ghost as my ace, whenever I'm led astray.
But I am actually good, can't help it if we're tilted.
I'm in my right place, don't be a downer.
I Am hungover.
I Want to not be hungover. Lol!
I Have at least 5 assignments I should be working on right now.
I Wish I had the motivation to do it.
I Hate all the little selfish things she's doing right now.
I Fear loneliness.
I Hear road traffic noise from outside my window.
I Search Google. Frequently.
I Wonder whether I'm going to do work today or stay in bed.
I Regret so many things.
I Love Sean.
I Ache all over.
I Always feel awkward.
I Usually waste my days.
I Am Not popular.
I Dance only when I'm drunk.
I Sing badly in the shower.
I Never let people see me cry.
I Rarely feel good.
I Cry far more often than I let on.
I Am Not Always a nice person to be around.
I Lose self-respect daily.
I'm Confused most of the time.
I Need sleep.
I Should get showered and do my essay.
I Dream of strange but realistic situations.
7th July 2007
Hope is the feeling you have, that the feeling you have isn't permanent. (Jean Kerr)