Jess, I don't have time.
I flashback and have nightmares during the night, which means I'm not up 'til like 12 middayish; and the days I am up early I'm exhausted so quickly [I actually think there's something wrong with me regarding sleep, because 10 hours a night isn't enough].
So then I get into town for around 2ish, to do my promo work [80p/name&number; it's pretty ****, but better than nothing] and if I'm lucky will end up doing around 15-20 which is around £10-£16/day.
Which means I can't afford not to do any [I've taken a few days off this week to sort stuff out and now I've gone overdrawn, the bank's charging me money, my eBay account is going to be shut down because I can't afford to pay £2 for something I bought & need]. I could get extra money by going on jobseekers, but that'd mean I'd have to go and see the Chemistry tutor person [hopefully going to do that on Monday, fingers crossed], who, by the way, leaves the office at 12midday at the latest; and then spend days sorting it out which would leave me with no money to get by on.
I'm applying for jobs left right and centre but can't devote as much time as I want to to it for all the above mentioned reasons. Same as sorting out my council tax.
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