Triggering (Sexual Abuse) - Ohgodohgodohgod. Rape therapy. :|

[Sometimes Crazy]

I don't have much advice but..

I shut off from the emotions around my stuff too.
And I think you're one of the bravest people I've ever spoken to for doing this.
And I love you Chels1.
And yep.

*cuddles*
xxxxxxxxxxx

[Queen Crabbit]

I bought some of it home.
This is so ****ing hard.
Flashbacking all the ****ing time too.

[Queen Crabbit]

My Dad's just spent the last 10 minutes yelling at my Mum.
Now I'm being yelled at too.
I can't even get it off my chest because I have to go.
I turned my phone off. I can't face turning it on again.

[Misunderstood.]

Just wanted to say I think you're really brave for doing this. Really brave.
And sending lots of *hugs* too..

xxxx

[Queen Crabbit]

Describe your relationship with your parents.

Where do I start?
I had a relatively idyllic childhood. Live[d] on a farm in the middle of the countryside, had go-karts and quad-bikes and all the mud pies I could eat. Was always a Daddy's girl, but close to my mother too.

In the last 2-3 years, well.
****.
I can't do this. I want to do this, I think, but right now I want to completely **** myself up more. Not that I can, due to being at home. Haha.

[Stellata]

You could start with writing what you posted a few posts up.

How're things this morning?

[Casper_Fading]

*cuddles* i love you chelseabear.

[lydia.]

chels, you are lovely. keep breathing, you can do this.
*glomps*

Hun we haven't talk in so ****ing long, but I'm like, tearing up, because I'm so proud of you for taking this step. We're behind you all the way. You can do this. Would it help if you spoke to someone on msn, had a conversation about your parents that they could support you through and then print it off and put that in with a brief explanation that that sums it up, and such?