Triggering (SI/Suicide) - help please *urgent*

[over and out]

she wont believe it/me i told her about the depression before and she just ignored it all.
I just rang my mate shes coming round and were gonna talk so hopefully shell keep me safe enough so i last til about half 5 when my other mate gets home from work.

[Stellata]

We believe you here.

[over and out]

mates just gone home, I also rang my mate whos at work on his break and hes gonna come straight online when he gets in just to keep me safer, I just hope it works I'm so scared ill do something, I feel sick cos ive eaten too much today and scared ill be ill from that. god i sound so fucking pathetic when people here have so many more problems than me. sorry im taking up too much room now

[over and out]

I dont wany yo be alive anymore, I tried to talk to my mate when he got in and he hasnt responded to it :(

[Porcelain Child]

*squishes Chloe*

Hun you are 18, so no one will tell your mom... they are not allowed to..

Please go to A+E and ask to talk to someone... i really don't want you to hurt yourself...

They will want to help you...

Poke me on msn if you need me...

[over and out]

I cant mum will wonder where I am and stuff I cant go anywhere I dont know what to do Im scared and want to end it all totally,

[Porcelain Child]

Can you not tell her you are going to see friends?

[angelmillennium666]

why not email the samaritans (jo@samaritans.org) -it could give you a focus, that can help sometimes..just to get it all out...

or you could call a freephone number like childline -it's not just for children, it's for "young people" too what's the worse that could happen?They'd listen..and if they felt there was another place that could help you better they'd give you contact details for it and you could try them...

Also, this is worth a look...
http://www.maytree.org.uk/index.php?...16&Itemi d=33

[over and out]

Quote:

Originally Posted by Porcelain Child

Can you not tell her you are going to see friends?

No cos my mates would come and pick me up and she knows that if we go out we drink so shed know i was lying

Quote:

Originally Posted by angelmillennium666

why not email the samaritans (jo@samaritans.org) -it could give you a focus, that can help sometimes..just to get it all out...

or you could call a freephone number like childline -it's not just for children, it's for "young people" too what's the worse that could happen?They'd listen..and if they felt there was another place that could help you better they'd give you contact details for it and you could try them...

Also, this is worth a look...
http://www.maytree.org.uk/index.php?...16&Itemi d=33

Thank you I might try texting the samaritans they have helped before I just forgot they were there to be honest thank you

[angelmillennium666]

no problem.I'm about to email them myself.

Chin up.

We are not alone.

[Porcelain Child]

Texting samaritans is a good idea... i did that the other day and it was really helpful...

Have you got any friends who could come and pick you up and take you to get some help?

[over and out]

Not at the minute, the only two I would trust are bother with their boyfriends and its not fair to ask them to travel for me

[angelmillennium666]

didn't know they did texts!!

Not mailing anymore, going to text lare if i can't keep calm.

THANK YOU!!

[over and out]

i text but i dunno what to do I need my best mate but hes not replying to me i cant do this he knows i need him

[Misunderstood.]

There's any number of reasons your best friend isn't replying eh, hang in there. {hug}
Just keep posting until your best friend replies.
You know you are not alone.

Catherine xxxx

[over and out]

but hes done this before then not got in touch all night and all the next day unless i make him reply and i wont this time i cant do it :(

[angelmillennium666]

stay strong.
we are here.

[over and out]

there is noone my best mate wants me dead hes switched his phone off and obviously cudnt give a fuck just like me now i cant stand this

[angelmillennium666]

have u text the samaritans?
can you call them?
or a freephone number if that's an issue?

[over and out]

I have text but I don't think they can help me, or anyone can. I feel sick from all of this i just spoke to my best mate who told me to "stop it"