My dads gf came home on her lunch break early so thank god I was changed into school uni early. Put spare clothes in my school bag and went to the river, got changed and walked for an hour. Think she guessed I hadn't gone to school tho Dx Aah well.
Feel a bit better now, still sick and my stomach aches but nvm.
^^Dunno what I'd say. "Oh hi, yeh well apparently keeping me in hosp when im not too bad is crap cos it makes me feel worse and then when i acc do feel really unsafe I don't tell you cos I dont wanna go back on the ward for another night." I might mention it next time I see Colin but there's nout he can do, they'd probs just have dosed me up again anyways. If I don't feel better tomoz I'll ring and ask for an appt with the psych. I can't keep doing this.
See I cannot feel this, not matter how you try and in the real world, there's no goodbyes.
*h*u*g*s* Hunni!!
Still think you should go to A&E though!! You may feel fine now, but it can take a while to affect you, also it can cause long time damage to your liver.
Also depending on what you took, it can cause serious damage to your stomach lining.
Still thinking of you!! xXx
"People have abused you lots in the past? Why do you then abuse yourself more?" - Quote
Sometimes I feel like I'm alone, Sometimes I feel like I'm not that strong, Sometimes I feel nothing at all, Sometimes I feel vulnerable, Sometimes I feel a little fragile
Thank you.
I will ring NHS Direct later and see what they say, they'll probs echo you but I'll see. It's hard for me to get there too and I have no money for a bus.
See I cannot feel this, not matter how you try and in the real world, there's no goodbyes.
It's funny how it works innit :/
I do think discussing this sort of thing woyld be a good thing, if you can. Maybe if he gets a better understanding of it all, he could mibbe make a more effective care plan? They're there to help, not to annoy, [apparently (;] so bloody make sure they do it!
"Help them to help you" kinda thang.
Live you (; xxx
And you might say its self-inflicted
But you see that's contradictive
Why on earth would anyone practice self destruction?
Fank you :)
Yeh well I'll see how I am tomorrow and if still bad I'll get my dad to make the appt (fear of phones again =P, school have stopped btw)
Haha they fooled me!
Live you too. besides you saw Briana (yes thats what i call him when he was pretty) when he had hair!
x
See I cannot feel this, not matter how you try and in the real world, there's no goodbyes.
Good luck! Hope things start to look up for you! xx
"People have abused you lots in the past? Why do you then abuse yourself more?" - Quote
Sometimes I feel like I'm alone, Sometimes I feel like I'm not that strong, Sometimes I feel nothing at all, Sometimes I feel vulnerable, Sometimes I feel a little fragile
bit late catching up on things; hope you're doing a small bit better....please try to tell someone about all this hun? No one wants you to go through all this pain, we all just want you to be ok.
I might mention it next time I see my counsellor or the psych, there's not much they can do tho and I know it. It's up to me and that's whats so hard :/
Ty you too *hug*
See I cannot feel this, not matter how you try and in the real world, there's no goodbyes.
