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thanks
Loz, and everyone,
thanks for caring about me,im holding on although its really hard for me
right now with my birthday looming,i will be 42, sighs. I should be happy yet its making me feel down. A year older and still nothing to show for my 41 years of my life,sighs. No children, no job, no marriage , no partner.
And an expected phone call from my parents, dont know if i can handle that. dont know if i can deal with that ,plus my nurses next appoint is on monday, i need to work with the nurse to find a way forward cause im scared its too long a journey and my Heads all over the place.
im sorry Loz youve had to experience that with your parents,its hard isnt it.
Im back on the laptop, and ive had windows xp reloaded and its messed my internet providers access,and my home page grrr, im on the internet through Internet explorer. So ive got alot of messing about to sort, my heads not with it right now, its too much. at least im connected to internet.
so i will be here as much as i can be thanks everyone, and Aaron
thanks mate for caring
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