These are some older poems that i posted on seperate threads, but cuz that was ages ago i thought i'd put them on here.
Death Becomes Me
Why does it hurt so bad?
Why do i cry?
How could i enlight myself?
How could i lie?
Beneath the frayed shine,
inside my dammed reflection,
i hide what you don't see,
the emptyness in me.
Why do i do this?
Why do i try?
How could i belive that i could not die.
I bear the scars that hold the truth,
it takes one catch to know,
that blood runs cold and stained from me,
my heart it beats so slow.
Each breath i hold does not gain,
but releases evil, whispered pain.
Why do i pretend?
Why do i lie?
How could i erase my soul believing it must die.
I am but of darkness
i feel no shining light,
the light in which i see
how little i mean to me.
I hate why i do this,
how my hearts deprived,
and through the shattered glass i see,
the fear has arrived.
The peices of me have fallen
unfixable at least,
and yet i feel no peace,
the pain it drives to deep.
Death Becomes Me.
Echoed Silence.
I cant' survive
In this cave,
In this shell,
With this soul.
My helpless pleas,
Fall on dry hearts,
while i search,
Search to find the piece,
The piece of me i lack.
The echoed silence hear's,
and screams with dying hope.
This battle is failing,
Falling,
Gone.
My will to live has broken,
snapped i half by force.
So i return,
return to my destiny,
which lies...
within that cave.
and in that shell,
with that soul
I cry
I bleed
I die
Broken nothingness
You tie me up and bind the rope
You send the dreaded fear.
I fall into the deathtrap
The misery grows deeper.
Your naked soul whitnesses,
My ache and my grief,
I see know more
i feel know more
condemn my soul to death.
Oh please stop this torture,
this mangeled web of pain,
fix my heart,
fix my mind,
fix my soul today.
My life is but of darkness,
i long for warming light,
a light to give me freedom,
a light to give me flight.
My soul torn to pieces,
my body still intact,
for how can skin posess,
a broken nothingness.
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My invisible eyes whitness the pain
the pain from my heart,
the ripping, the shredding
the bruising.
The healed scars lay deeply
behind this emotionless shell.
How can life be what it seems
when nothing is real.
Please wake me from this nightmare,
take me from this prison,
free me from this delusion
that is my life.
insanitys laughing
at perseption of normality
im breaking..
SAVE MY SOUL!
