If only you'd ever speak to me
the way you once did
look at me the way you once did
pull to me the way you once did
but you don't
you don't feel anymore
you don't care anymore
it's all gone
it's all gone
Yeah I do sometimes, I once carved 'hate' into my arm and I carved 'bitch' into my arm aswell. I don't like it though. It really made things twice as difficult.
'All this for a damn princess'
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In forgiving others, we are not exonerating them. They may not deserve exoneration. Rather, in forgiving others we are giving up our anger over the fact that what happened is not what "should" have happened or that our life is not the way it "should" have been.
As confusing as that was dan xD I know where your coming from, I've done that a few times, so when it scars or what ever you feel the need to go over it again so it's not so obvious - if thats what your trying to say :]
I regret doing it now though, makes my bid to wear 3/4 more difficult...
'All this for a damn princess'
♥ Drella, YellowLemon, ChloeBean
Glittertrashdoll, Blind at heart, Mercipourlevenin, Silent_Screams, Laurawr ♥
As confusing as that was dan xD I know where your coming from, I've done that a few times, so when it scars or what ever you feel the need to go over it again so it's not so obvious - if thats what your trying to say :]
I regret doing it now though, makes my bid to wear 3/4 more difficult...
Erm, what I meant was, I did it. It scarred, badly. You could clearly see the word "Die" on my leg.
So I thought it would be better to see a bunch of scars then to see the word "Die" in my leg. So I like criss crossed over it a few times, letting it scar each time, till it didnt look like the word "Die" ?
Sorry if that's rather morbid. Heh
On a long enough time line, the survival rate for everyone drops to zero.
I went over some words I had on my stomach but all the scars faded anyway because they were shallow, I just didn't want to have to re-read the words every day.
I've left all the other words and pictures I have though, even though I've often thought of cutting over some of them.
When I was younger (years ago) and I was lovesick, I cut the first letter of the name of the person I loved but that is the only time I "wrote" something by cutting.
But a friend of me cut a flower into her skin.
I guess, "writing" by cutting is not for me because when I SI I cannot controll my SIing that much but I do not feel to do something like that either.
But I can understand that people do it, so it is nothing to feel bad about *hug* .
I can't control my destiny.
I trust my soul. My only goal is just to be. (Rent)
I'm selfish, inpatient and a little insecure.
I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle but if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best. (Marilyn Monroe)
but that is the only time I "wrote" something by cutting.