Umm im not completely sure, i think it was about february, so it would be about 4 months. I have ahad one slip up but it wasn't deep, it was more just little scratches, so im not counting it
its well be 10weeks on wednesday, longest ive ever gone.
" my precious, precious child, I love you and I would never, never leave you during your times of trials and suffering. When you see only one set of footprints it was then that I carried you" you were carried out of are lifes into the next and when its my time to leave this life I know i will be carried into the next life with you.
I wish i had my world complete again.
'Can we protend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars, i could really use a wish right now' BoB
I've been "clean" since October of '06. I'm trying to maintain a sense of optimism about it, but on the other hand I'm trying not to get too excited about it. I usually lapse in one-year intervals.
I come to you old friend with a dull clarity of the dead not to beckon you but to feel the fire and intensity that still live in you... and the heavy weight of your burdens which I had once borne. There is truth you know, friend, if that's all you seek, but there's no justice or judgment without which truth is a vast... dead... hollow.
Go back. Do not look into the abyss or let the abyss look into you; awaken the sleep of reason and fight the monsters within and without.
