Talk Me Down Please...*Triggering/Suicidal* - Page 2

cdcdisney90 · 28-04-2013, 05:34 PM

Omg I messed up. I can't believe I did this. I messed up so bad. I am a failure and I am so messed up I can't fix this omg. I took an OD of tramadol. Omg I never thought I would do this. I'm waiting on my friend to take me to the ER. I'm so scared I messed up. Omg please let this be okay. I feel sick and dizzy and like I can't stay awake omg.

Wonderland. · 28-04-2013, 05:42 PM

If you can't stay awake it would be an idea to ring for an ambulance and get your friend to meet you up at hospital. If you fall asleep then vomit you may choke on it or it could get into your lungs, both if not treated to quickly could cause you to die.

yoyogirl · 28-04-2013, 05:47 PM

Ring for amnbulance right now
Stop replying to messages and get assistance right now
You are in serious danger

cdcdisney90 · 28-04-2013, 08:08 PM

Hi. This is cdcdisney90 (Carrielee)'s friend. I am updating for her. She is in a very serious condition. I made the decision to phone for an ambulance for her after she called me,knowing she wasn't in a rational state. She took tramadol at one dose. By the time the ambulance got to her she had lost consciousness and had a seizure in the ambulance. They plan on transferring her to another hospital after they stabilize her as the current hospital has no psych ward. Please keep her in your thoughts if possible.

Wonderland. · 28-04-2013, 08:13 PM

Thank you for updating us (:

You sounds like a really good friend! If you need any support we are here.

Thinking of you both <3

smileyemilie · 29-04-2013, 03:27 AM

Hi.

This is cdcdisney90's friend. I went ahead and got my own account to make it easier to update. I'm really in shock over this whole situation. I was the first friend she told about her self-harming almost three weeks ago and honestly, I never would have guessed it. She seemed to have everything going for her and seemed to have it all together. It just breaks my heart.

She is still in the hospital and on several medications to counter-act the effects of serotonin syndrome that she developed from the OD but is doing better. Her team is cautiously optimistic that she will recover from this fully.

Thanks for the prayers and support. I will read/send these messages to her when I visit her next.

smileyemilie · 29-04-2013, 10:55 AM

Just giving this a gentle bump. :) My friend needs all the support she can get. I've just spoken with her this morning. They are saying she will probably be in hospital in the regular unit until at least Wednesday before they try to transfer her to the mental health unit at another hospital.

I just don't understand why she would do this. She seemed like such a strong and happy girl. Can anyone help me understand?

Lone Star · 02-05-2013, 08:20 AM

Sorry to bump this, but is cdcdisney90 doing ok?

I had no internet access for a while, and didn't know this was happening.