It feels like a label would be good validation, even though im aware that theres a lot of downsides to having one.
Im not so bad today I suppose, thanks for asking. I did my last exam on thursday, so now that source of stress is gone im thinking a lot more clearly, and have decided that im probably not being poisoned, which is making life easier.
He was no longer jean valjean but no. 24601 -les miserable
Some of life's mysteries will never be solved, such as why, after spending an entire evening listenong to Bach, do I find myself humming "the birdie song".......
I am reaching, but i fall, and the stars are black and cold, as i stare into the void of a world that cannot hold- les miserables
Yeah, in a logical way i know i really dont want a label to drag around in my medical notes etc forever. Its just the bit of me thats struggling thinks it will mean someone else has to sort things. Though i know i wont get better without plenty of effort on my part no matter what.
At the moment i kind of feel that having these appointments dangling on the horizon, and waiting then waiting to hear back etc etc is sort of stopping me getting anywhere. Which is kind of annoying
He was no longer jean valjean but no. 24601 -les miserable
Some of life's mysteries will never be solved, such as why, after spending an entire evening listenong to Bach, do I find myself humming "the birdie song".......
I am reaching, but i fall, and the stars are black and cold, as i stare into the void of a world that cannot hold- les miserables
He was no longer jean valjean but no. 24601 -les miserable
Some of life's mysteries will never be solved, such as why, after spending an entire evening listenong to Bach, do I find myself humming "the birdie song".......
I am reaching, but i fall, and the stars are black and cold, as i stare into the void of a world that cannot hold- les miserables
I dont much like talking on the phone, and when i got told about the appointment she was pretty abrupt, which scared me. Various people havevsaid i ought to ring, but im finding it difficult
He was no longer jean valjean but no. 24601 -les miserable
Some of life's mysteries will never be solved, such as why, after spending an entire evening listenong to Bach, do I find myself humming "the birdie song".......
I am reaching, but i fall, and the stars are black and cold, as i stare into the void of a world that cannot hold- les miserables
I might do eventually. The other issue is using up phone credit, my family doenst know so i dont want to use the landline and if i run out of credit ill probably get asked to account for every phone call i ever made. I cant obviously, but the less i run out the easier it is
He was no longer jean valjean but no. 24601 -les miserable
Some of life's mysteries will never be solved, such as why, after spending an entire evening listenong to Bach, do I find myself humming "the birdie song".......
I am reaching, but i fall, and the stars are black and cold, as i stare into the void of a world that cannot hold- les miserables
I think im too chicken. Ill find out at the appt anyway.
I do have problems with validating what i feel, my mum often invalidates my views and feelings, though i domt think she realises
He was no longer jean valjean but no. 24601 -les miserable
Some of life's mysteries will never be solved, such as why, after spending an entire evening listenong to Bach, do I find myself humming "the birdie song".......
I am reaching, but i fall, and the stars are black and cold, as i stare into the void of a world that cannot hold- les miserables
Umm..... Well, i had a dodgy moment, discharged myself from camhs and am basicallylanning to go off on one at some point soon in a bad way. In a way i do think waiting for the appointments was sort of holsing me back when i was capable of making positive steps. But that doesnt really justify it
He was no longer jean valjean but no. 24601 -les miserable
Some of life's mysteries will never be solved, such as why, after spending an entire evening listenong to Bach, do I find myself humming "the birdie song".......
I am reaching, but i fall, and the stars are black and cold, as i stare into the void of a world that cannot hold- les miserables
I dont see much point in going back. I asked her for help, she gave me some, i threw it away. What do i say to her now?
And im ok at the moment. Its just for the soonish future im a bit worried. Once i can get ahold of another tool
He was no longer jean valjean but no. 24601 -les miserable
Some of life's mysteries will never be solved, such as why, after spending an entire evening listenong to Bach, do I find myself humming "the birdie song".......
I am reaching, but i fall, and the stars are black and cold, as i stare into the void of a world that cannot hold- les miserables
