need help/support NOW

[pixiedust_11]

I hope your nap helped you get some rest.

It's not pathetic that you miss her, she must have been really helpful to you in a time of need, and it's natural to have developed some kind of longing due to that.

Maybe what might help would be to express all of those feelings of gratitude onto your current therapist? Telling her about this might also help, to see if she can help you deal with those feelings.

I'm glad you managed to e-mail somebody, have they got back to you?

I hope you're well x

[littlemermaid]

They didnt email me back :(

i talk to my current therapist about missing my old one all the time. its one of the only things that makese me cry in therapy-talking about how much i miss her..........

[littlemermaid]

i want to go away and never come back. i want to die right now. and make a humoungeos cut the only thing keeping me back is a stupid bathing suit

i feel so desperate and im a whimp for not being able to actually go through with anything. and for asking for so much help

[Snow White.]

What about if you wrote a letter of sorts to your old therapist, but never sent it? Or even just wrote about how you feel about her in the R/V forum? I went through the same thing with my very first counsellor and sometimes it helps just to get it out somewhere.

I can hear just how desperate you're feeling. I know it can be so difficult to feel that way, but please try not to hurt yourself as ultimately you'll still be left feeling this way.

And you're not a wimp for not going through with anything. You're fucking strong because you're still fighting, and asking for help - that takes courage and strength, and I really am truly proud of you.

xx

[littlemermaid]

I should

I just want to die or do something stupid

I feel so desperate and abandoned and just bad I need her