Scared Of Help

[Fire Fly]

Hi,
How are you feeling now compared to when you originally posted the first post? Also how long is the trip for? Just keep calm and you will be able to pull through

Its down to whether you tell your doctor whats going on now or when you get back.

If you tell your doctor now she can arrange for you to see a specialist like a psychiatrist or whatever when you get back from the trip. You could write it all down maybe using the points you have already come up with above ^^. And add more or whatever you feel now to it < So you dont forget what you want to say. or you could just hand it over to the doctor so they can read it and then ask the question.

If you decide not to tell the doctor now you can see her after the trip and then you can tell her honestly whats going on and how you feel without feeling you have to hide something as you want to go on the trip.

Keep us updated :) xx

[faint]

Thanks HopeRises
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Alot more anxious, and unsure that this is what I want to be doing. Have been having a hard time forcing myself to get out of bed and have skipped first period alot. It's only until Saturday evening so I'm not gone for long. All I'm really not planning on telling her for sure is suicidal and self harm. I'm still spastic that my parents are going to find out and I'm not comfortable with that. I'm really just turning in a fustrating circle over and over again about what to do.
And I don't really know about going back again after to tell her because I rarely go to the doctors because I don't like people touching me so I think my parents would think thats odd..
Thanks for your support Tinkles

[faint]

On my way there, wish me luck.

[MrsNutkin]

I hope it goes ok

[Fire Fly]

Goodluck Faint,
Hope it goes well.
xx

[HopeRises]

Let us know how it goes...good luck!

[Fire Fly]

How did it go faint? What happend? xxx