"A penny for my thoughts, oh no, I'll sell 'em for a dollar
They're worth so much more after I'm a goner
And maybe then you'll hear the words I been singin'
Funny when you're dead how people start listenin'"
Your body doesn't deserve to be destroyed, it didn't, and you didn't deserve the bad things that happened. You and your body deserve to be treated well, in a caring and supportive way.
"A penny for my thoughts, oh no, I'll sell 'em for a dollar
They're worth so much more after I'm a goner
And maybe then you'll hear the words I been singin'
Funny when you're dead how people start listenin'"
Your body isn't bad, bad things happened to it, bad things happened to you but that doesn't make you a bad person, it doesn't make your body bad.
My body was abused, but now I'm trying to reclaim my body. It's mine, not my abusers. Your body is yours, not your abusers, it's yours, so you can treat it well and kindly, or at least try to.
cant cant
remember his words
remember what he said to me
remember him telling me i was going to be a good girl
remember him saying we were going to try something only special girls do
remember his fingers going somewhere not like
curls up
"A penny for my thoughts, oh no, I'll sell 'em for a dollar
They're worth so much more after I'm a goner
And maybe then you'll hear the words I been singin'
Funny when you're dead how people start listenin'"
I'm so sorry you experienced that, he should never have treated you that way, you deserved to be looked after and cared for not have that sort of treatment.
"A penny for my thoughts, oh no, I'll sell 'em for a dollar
They're worth so much more after I'm a goner
And maybe then you'll hear the words I been singin'
Funny when you're dead how people start listenin'"
"A penny for my thoughts, oh no, I'll sell 'em for a dollar
They're worth so much more after I'm a goner
And maybe then you'll hear the words I been singin'
Funny when you're dead how people start listenin'"
"A penny for my thoughts, oh no, I'll sell 'em for a dollar
They're worth so much more after I'm a goner
And maybe then you'll hear the words I been singin'
Funny when you're dead how people start listenin'"
Maybe she thinks it might hurt you if you go into detail, so it might be that if you explain it'd do you good to talk about the details she might feel differently about you talking about things. Do you think it's worth trying to explain to her that you need to get this out?
"A penny for my thoughts, oh no, I'll sell 'em for a dollar
They're worth so much more after I'm a goner
And maybe then you'll hear the words I been singin'
Funny when you're dead how people start listenin'"
had therapy
she said she never called me back as i said in my message i wasnt coping with speaking she thought i was telling her not to call back
spoke about things
she couldnt believe someone would have sex with a 3 year old
said she cant understand it
she is concerned about my harming
and she doesnt think i should do relationships
i meant to ask if i have a diagnosis or anything but forgot
might phone her
feel like crap
sorry
feel him more and more
she had no ideas to help
dont know why i bother
"A penny for my thoughts, oh no, I'll sell 'em for a dollar
They're worth so much more after I'm a goner
And maybe then you'll hear the words I been singin'
Funny when you're dead how people start listenin'"
I'm sorry you didn't really get much out of your therapy session. I can understand why she might not think it best to call back, maybe making you take a call with her might not have been for the best so she might have just been trying to be careful.
I think sometimes abuse is difficult to understand, especially when you can see the adult suffering, especially when the therapist gets on with their patient and likes them, it makes what the person went through seem so unfair and wrong.
You can always call and ask her about a diagnosis. I think ^ that's a good suggestion, maybe if she's feeling she can't meet your needs she might be able to refer you to someone who can.
i dont think id get anyone else as psych discharged me nearly a year ago and said i didnt really need therapy
i dont feel i can say anything to her about changing
sorry
i will try and call her about my diagnosis as i really want to know now
im sorry
"A penny for my thoughts, oh no, I'll sell 'em for a dollar
They're worth so much more after I'm a goner
And maybe then you'll hear the words I been singin'
Funny when you're dead how people start listenin'"
You might be able to get someone else, a year is a long time really so a reassessment might be called for, or maybe you could see a different Psych, the one you saw sounds less than helpful :/
Don't say sorry, you've got nothing to be sorry for Jo
yeah well he forgot about my appointment
and then didnt have my notes
asked a few questions
one was would i harm myself
i said yes
he discharged me
sorry
"A penny for my thoughts, oh no, I'll sell 'em for a dollar
They're worth so much more after I'm a goner
And maybe then you'll hear the words I been singin'
Funny when you're dead how people start listenin'"
