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Old 12-07-2011, 09:30 PM   #21
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You can get through this. Please keep fighting.
Talk to your doctor.
How are you today?
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It doesn't matter where you come from; it matters where you go.
No-one gets remembered for the things they didn't do.
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Old 14-07-2011, 06:25 PM   #22
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I guess the main thing is that I'm still here but the urges to do something drastic have been huge in the past few days. Flashbacks. I don't have many words to be honest. Just things are really bad again. Going home in just over a week and the fear is huge.

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Old 14-07-2011, 09:43 PM   #23
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Keep calm, you can get through this.
*hugs* Why are you frightened of going home?



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Old 15-07-2011, 01:06 AM   #24
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I'm scared that the emotional abuse will open up again. it could be fine. but tehe fear is stil l there. resally struggling to calm down at the moment. just this is becoming a mania without a reason and it just won;t go away.

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Old 15-07-2011, 08:46 PM   #25
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Ahh. I see.
It will probably be okay, but if something happens, is there anywhere else you could go?



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Old 17-07-2011, 08:03 PM   #26
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I have a friend who has told me I can come and stay with him. The problem is, I guess, that I can't envisage having the courage to run. They know how to break me.

I've been hallucinating recently.

There was a voice.

It's not good. Even on my 21st birthday I can't help feeling low. I just want to cry.

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Old 17-07-2011, 11:54 PM   #27
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*hugs Carrie* I'm sorry. Have you told anyone about the voice/hallucination?



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Old 18-07-2011, 08:14 PM   #28
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GTodat is very bad, I've od'd and feel veryr weak and i don't know whAt to do any more. Very very tired.

I told my friend and he keeps truying to bremind me that they're not reall. It' s just when the ncome they seem so real...

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Old 18-07-2011, 08:16 PM   #29
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Do you need to get medical attention? Please stay safe, we are all here for you.





I put it down on paper and then the ghost does not ache so much.

Don't try to calm the storm, calm yourself, the storm will pass.

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Old 18-07-2011, 09:45 PM   #30
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It's difficult to say - physically i 'm not in brilliant shape anyway, very weak and tired but how much of that is due to ODing I don't know... I'm just so fucking tired of it all. It never gets better. I looked in the mirror and I look like a dying woman. Maybe I am. I don't know . Very upset.

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Old 19-07-2011, 08:57 PM   #31
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Hi gusy sorry to bump but really streeseed out parents are going to be hear tomorrow don't know what to do . on edge.

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