I love blood.
The sight, the taste, that slight smell of iron from it even seeing it dried into my sleeves all these months after causing it to be there.
I can't explain it, just always loved it.
EDIT: Hehe, just realised my name after talking about it.
"Tutto è bello..." - "Everything is beautiful..."
Nicola to Matteo, La meglio gioventù
You are definitely not alone with this. I don't feel like I've achieved anything with cutting unless there is blood. The more blood there is - the better I feel. I know that sounds twisted, but it's true. You are honestly not alone with this <3
Not twisted at all by the way - I'm like that too.
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Hi. I know there's already replies, but I just wanted to let you know that you aren't the only one. I like seeing the blood too.
I mean....I'm not an expert or anything, but for me, I like it because...blood is like, the life source. It's the major mojo, man.
So, seeing the blood, I guess, I feel like....I'm real. I'm here. My emotions are real. I matter.
Blood makes me feel like I am real, I've got the proof dripping down my arms...it just comforts me.
I find most people who cut like the blood. If they hated the blood they likely wouldn't do it, although blood usually isn't the only reason why people cut.
But I do enjoy the blood. It can help when you feel numb, as it sort of wakes you up to see it drain out. Or just the feeling, and the long stroke, and the knowing I was strong enough to draw it out of me. I can't explain it well enough. I just like the blood.
i hate blood & I SH, the sight of it makes me feel sick.
yes sometimes, A lot of my reasons for SIing were to do with feeling weak or feeling like a wimp, So When they seemed bad, so lots of blood or deep or scaring, or lots of scars it made me feel better, i could say to mysef "Yes see, Your not weak at all, your not pathetic, look what you've done, you must be brave and not a wimp" blood was an obvious sign it was a cut, if i didn't bleed then it was a scratch not a cut, It may be slightly diffrent to what you feel about the blood & your cuts but similar in ways im sure. Try to get that feeling in controll & in ballance though, You don't want to cut to deep to see the blood and risk hurting your self your self to badly