if she followed you around with a digital camera for 2 weeks or whatever to find out about your life & self harm, would you be obliged to cut yourself?
I roll over and hold on tightly, and whisper "If they want you, they're gonna have to fight me,"
I emailed her this morning, but I havent told my parents :S hmm
L_M_G is my mummy :) inkerman and razorbladedarling are my two non-identical twin sprogs (concieved on same day) Scabette< cos she has the cutest puppy dog eyes and i cant resist!feeling-afraid< my bottle of glitter!! which i just have to have :Pmidnight stars< my gorgeous sister, whom i love to bits ;) Dance With The Fairy< *star*gazing*buddie :] Broken-Fairy is my partner in crime ;) little_miss is my real life saviour PaperClip is my stationary queen
im going to email her.
i think it is a great thing to do.
" my precious, precious child, I love you and I would never, never leave you during your times of trials and suffering. When you see only one set of footprints it was then that I carried you" you were carried out of are lifes into the next and when its my time to leave this life I know i will be carried into the next life with you.
I wish i had my world complete again.
'Can we protend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars, i could really use a wish right now' BoB
I didnt tell her much about myself :S I have probably ****ed it up already :S
L_M_G is my mummy :) inkerman and razorbladedarling are my two non-identical twin sprogs (concieved on same day) Scabette< cos she has the cutest puppy dog eyes and i cant resist!feeling-afraid< my bottle of glitter!! which i just have to have :Pmidnight stars< my gorgeous sister, whom i love to bits ;) Dance With The Fairy< *star*gazing*buddie :] Broken-Fairy is my partner in crime ;) little_miss is my real life saviour PaperClip is my stationary queen
I didn't tell her anything about myself either ^^; Oh well, it should be cool anyway. Can someone put the documentary on YouTube when it airs for us USA types?
hmmm. american. i look forward to seeing this though. someone please promise to upload it after it's broadcast?!?
my whole life has been. running with the wind. and playing with the cowards. it’s so hard to see. i’m fractured within. a poet in a window. we’re bastards and thieves. we’re lovers and saints. we’re holding on to mourning. and in the shadows i will be. until the sunlight melts away. until we tire of murder...fill me up with love...say goodbye when you leave. remember to breath. remember to listen. it’s getting harder to be. the son you want of me. the son i’ll never be.
looks like spiffykt and i were posting the same idea at the same time.
really though, it would be really nice to get to have a look at this.
my whole life has been. running with the wind. and playing with the cowards. it’s so hard to see. i’m fractured within. a poet in a window. we’re bastards and thieves. we’re lovers and saints. we’re holding on to mourning. and in the shadows i will be. until the sunlight melts away. until we tire of murder...fill me up with love...say goodbye when you leave. remember to breath. remember to listen. it’s getting harder to be. the son you want of me. the son i’ll never be.
I emailed her, told her i'd like to contribute, but seeing as no one but RYL and my GP knows i self harm, no chance is she following me. But i'l be watching.
On a long enough time line, the survival rate for everyone drops to zero.
sounds good - bbc3 does some good things in the respect that they cover such topics.
not emailing though, just cause its only ryl that knows. id love to see ryl'er up there tho!
Ooh I'd love to be involved but my parents/most of the world don't know about my self harm. But I'll definatly be tuning in, I love BBC3 documentaries! <3
I'd love to be in the film, but I wouldn't want her following me around my home. It's just too private for me and with my parents and I... Well I wouldn't want the arguments to be seen. >.<
I wouldn't mind at a park or something though, or maybe out with mates. But without the mention of my past scratching and urges to cut because my friends don't know.
I emailed her earlier. I waffled on about me for ages! My parents don't know I still cut, they think I stopped when I was still a teenager, but now that I have these really noticable scars on my arms I think it's time they knew. Hopefully they'll try to understand. I'm hoping the BBC woman picks me for my age, since it seems like most of the people who email her will be a lot younger. I can give the old lady perspective (I'm 23 so I still count as a "young person")
