In a way therapy is supposed to be a learning ground... things we might now have been able to learn in our lives, that affect us, can be demonstrated by the therapist.
But keep hold of the fact that you've had breaks before, and she's always come back. I know it's hard, I know once you've finally found someone who actually cares about you that you don't ever want to let go as it's terrifying to think that they'll go and you'll be back alone again. But this break will be the same as the others, and you'll see her again in January.
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