The "get it off your chest" thread. - Page 2

Casper_Fading · 13-11-2009, 01:58 PM

So ****ing itchy. wish I could itch my fat off!

Custard · 13-11-2009, 08:38 PM

I really don't want my life to be ruled by food. Every single day. I'm sure I can get through this though!

wigeon · 13-11-2009, 10:20 PM

I have a special hatred for Topshop.

There are some nice things in there (I say some, I mean some. Most are completely ridiculous).

But it's so damn depressing walking thorough the shop and just KNOWING that whatever you see won't fit/wasn't designed for someone your shape or size.

Sigh. It's bloody depressing.

MeganAlmighty · 22-11-2009, 04:36 PM

Im getting controll biatch! Try stop me now!

Phoebo · 22-11-2009, 09:25 PM

how every moment of my day is dominated with throughts of food and weight. just wish it would all go away

rockaroni · 23-11-2009, 10:49 PM

This is going to be a binge night. Oh well, least it hasn't happened for a while... but it feels like I'm going to undo all the "good work" that's happened from hardly eating properly for ages and dancing for 7 hours Saturday... I suppose its no surprise that after a major blip in SI recovery this happens too.

MeganAlmighty · 24-11-2009, 03:18 AM

Hahahahahahahahah only x amount of cals today! F you

Phoebo · 26-11-2009, 07:51 PM

wishes i could stop all these thoughts running through my mind. constant thoughts of eating food not eating food binging blah blah all blooming day will this ever end will i ever be free

Snow White. · 28-11-2009, 08:12 AM

stupid, stupid, stupid choice.
stupid girl.

Queen Crabbit · 28-11-2009, 08:59 AM

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fml.

Voldemort · 28-11-2009, 10:36 AM

There are times, times when I wish I could just get over the fear and get on with it. But I can't. I never will. I'll never be able to. So when I binge I'm left feeling revolting and gross.

I had to eat because I was feeling ill.

Only now I feel all disorientated and wrong and it's the day after and the scales say I've gained an obscure amount for one day of eating. This is stupid. I just want to not be this weight any more.

Datura. · 29-11-2009, 05:44 PM

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All I do is think about cutting, then tell myself not to be so stupid, and have something to eat instead to make myself feel better.
Once I've had something to eat (which 80% of the time turns into a binge) I then either force myself to bring it all back up (which makes me feel ****) or sit in my own pit of misery feeling fat.

This *hugs*
I eat so much I feel really ill, as a punishment. I laugh at the irony when Im sick of my own accord. One less job for me

[pretty on the inside] · 30-11-2009, 12:24 AM

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sparklyshoes · 30-11-2009, 02:21 PM

Binge on too much crap that I intentionally got for this purpose and I know I'm going to purge. My head is thumping

Voldemort · 04-12-2009, 11:35 PM

Pig pig pig. It WASN'T a binge. It was, it was, it was. It FEELS like one. I feel horrible. Can feel the weight creeping back on.

I HATE THIS. It's like a ****ing cage, a prison of my own making and it's ****ing ridiculous.

sajhfuahuefghaeg · 10-04-2010, 02:03 PM

I need to stop eating just because I can and everyone else is. I'm sacred of how much I am eating.

crazykat · 11-04-2010, 03:53 AM

It feels like I am never gonna beat this, had a major binge last night. I hate myself

Life is peachy · 11-04-2010, 12:05 PM

I finally start decreasing how much I eat, just a little and realise just how little that really is, it's just not going to work.

livelaughlove · 12-04-2010, 05:28 PM

i make promises that I know I'll never keep.
Then binge so horribly, it hurts to see what I'm doing.
im so so scared i will never be able to eat normally again, if i take one more step down this ladder...

inwonderland · 14-04-2010, 02:02 AM

Everywhere I've looked i've been told that there is a reason why I binge eat. Like something must of happened. But I think for me it's more of a coping mechanism. You know, like I can't sleep unless I binge so I do, I can't cope with work so I eat. Maybe the reason i do it is i'm scared if I don't have that back up, you know.

I just really want to stop.

Thinking aloud here people, this probably makes no sense, but hey, good to get it off me chest. x