Hi fellow borderlines... Sorry I've not been on for a while had about 2-3 months of fairly wellness. Obviously as always doesn't last.
Started my therapy last week... But nervous! How are you all?
I don't understand myself... I'm searching for the person I am, and the person I want to be..
In_BPD_hell : hello. wellness is so good though, have things gotten worse again? what day is thearpy?
Mark- sorry i missed ur post abot new pscyh.... how did it go?
Saw fill in community nurse today- got told there are no beds on the ward so i have to manage at home. I really am not managing and not sure where to turn anymore.... however essays are still being done so thats good and really its the only thing that really matters (as i am still a functioning contributing memebr of society).
The BRAVEST thing
I ever did was CONTINUING MY LIFE when I wanted to die.
=( ah damn sorry Mark, hope you are feeling ok *hugs*
How's everyone doing?
Sorry they can't offer you more help at the moment Merridith, well done for managing so far though. You sound very strong =) xx
in_BPD_hell: *Pours treacle downhill to slow you down* (sorry if too silly) - but seriously hope things get better, glad you are revisiting here when you sense things are less well xx
I'm going to my parents 2 days earlier than planned later today as the Locum has left me reeling with anxiety , didn't seem to realise that he was talking to someone with MH problems , honestly within 20 minutes of meeting me he tried to half my Diaz and told me at least twice I need to "Get out there" , that's all his "Advice" ... I'm still shaking from it .
I hope you are all doing well :) Sorry to rant .
I'm still not comfortable in my skin and the anasthetic's slowly wearing thin - Otep
Everyones lost but me! - Indiana Jones
It's okay , they know me here .
Kahlia1981 is my adopted little sister :)
''Courage doesn't always roar , sometimes courage is that little voice at the end of the day that says I'll try again tomorrow"
I'm ok thanks. Feel a bit like been going around in circles (was around this time last year I started reaching out for help) but probably just seems that way. Got to accept things don't improve linearly!
Hey all. Sorry I've been away, I've just not had the energy to even come here and read. Seems like we're all struggling. *hugs and warm fuzzies for al*
So your scars fade away/You soaked up the pain/A better person 'cause you lived through those days/And now you know what it's like to prove/You can overcome anything that gets to you/Well it's alright/We're sayin' our goodbyes/To the past and everything that ain't right/We won't waste another day/With all these silly things in our way-Crossfade
Light a candle for the sinners...Set the world on fire...
Mark - hope the time away with your folks helps with your anxiety, it sounds like you've having a tough time *big hugs*
I've asked my partner (who's got a phd in physics) to get cracking with a time machine so we can all slow down a bit. Any day now, I promise :) I've made some pancakes with maple syrup, dig in x
I've been working at my new job all day (which has been super intense) and then getting home and working on my other projects till past midnight and going to sleep. I am so exhausted. And now I've been invited to the PIP assessment and I'm terrified because it's so soon and it's medical leave and I'm worried they won't take me seriously because I'm in process of moving and got new job.
Hanging on in quiet desperation is the english way (Pink Floyd)
Hanging on in quiet desperation is the english way (Pink Floyd)
