“The good things don’t always soften the bad, but vice-versa, the bad things don’t necessarily spoil the good things and make them unimportant.”
“Nobody important? Blimey, that’s amazing. Do you know, in nine hundred years of time and space I’ve never met anyone who wasn’t important before.”
“If it’s time to go, remember what you’re leaving. Remember the best. My friends have always been the best of me.”
I am having a hard time again. i keep thinking that God doesnt want me anymore bc of how scared i am both physically and spiritually. I need some prayers. I am trying to recover. I told a friend of mine about my S.I problem through a message (bc i couldnt do it face to face) who I thought could be a good reliability partner but she hasnt answered my message yet.
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I can't remember if I mentioned this, but I had to get a physical last week...
I got the results back today, and everything was completely normal.
I'm the picture of health. (other than being underweight, of course... the dr gave me a referral form to a dietitian on campus who I probably won't go see)
This is good, because it may get the admin at my school off my back, (hopefully they won't force me to go to the dietitian...)
but it's also bad, because this, to me, says "since you're perfectly healthy, your habits are obviously working, so don't change anything...
In other news, I had an anxiety attack yesterday...
I hadn't had one in like 3 years, so it came as a surprise...
I'm still sort of worn out...
I'm going to a conference this weekend... It should be good. but I'm a bit nervous because I've been doing the whole hiding from God thing...
take care dear... just because the tests say you're healthy it doesnt mean what you're doing is... and you really should go see the dietician hun, could help <3
“The good things don’t always soften the bad, but vice-versa, the bad things don’t necessarily spoil the good things and make them unimportant.”
“Nobody important? Blimey, that’s amazing. Do you know, in nine hundred years of time and space I’ve never met anyone who wasn’t important before.”
“If it’s time to go, remember what you’re leaving. Remember the best. My friends have always been the best of me.”
Then wear the gold hat, if that will move her;
If you can bounce high, bounce for her too,
Till she cry "Lover, gold-hatted, high-bouncing lover,
I must have you!"
Thomas Parke D’Invilliers
“The good things don’t always soften the bad, but vice-versa, the bad things don’t necessarily spoil the good things and make them unimportant.”
“Nobody important? Blimey, that’s amazing. Do you know, in nine hundred years of time and space I’ve never met anyone who wasn’t important before.”
“If it’s time to go, remember what you’re leaving. Remember the best. My friends have always been the best of me.”
Hi Um well im incredibly nervous about posting this as im a very nervous person But im a christian and I si and suffer from anorexia,depression and other things and this just seemed like the right thread for me to post in. so hi =)
I've been raised a christian. So last year I was christianed and confermed (I had like 2 weeks before i started confermation class. Was confermed on the 18th of November 2009 it was a wednesday. I had my first church as a devoted christian on my birthday). I'm completely devoted but sometimes get annoyed at God for letting me have all the problems I have. Because I suffer with mygrains and they are quite frequent and they are extremely bad. Plus I get bad illnesses not just okay ones. I'm always going to be christian even though i actually doubt my own faith abit.
You're better than this. Breathe in. Breathe out. It'll be okay. I promise. Just don't forget to smile :)
The funny thing is,
nobody really ever knows how much
anybody is hurting.
We could be standing next to somebody,
who is completely broken,
and we wouldn't even know.
