The Honesty Box

[PhoenixAshies]

I feel insignificant and worthless every day.

I bought razorblades at the store yesterday.

I don't feel anything anymore. And I know because thinking of that doesn't scare me, or make me sad or angry - it does nothing.

[akita]

I want to OD and cut myself to pieces. I need to ring my psychologist right now and talk to him to be reassured but it's after midnight here so it will have to wait 10 hours

[MammaMia]

I really want to harm.

[shakaz]

I hallucinate. I hear and sometimes see things that aren't there. And in 10+ years of therapists and psychiatrists I have never told anyone.

[dark faery princess]

I'm scared.

Scared of moving on with my life, but scared of staying put.
I think I have OCD, but no one will believe it. Especially not my boyfriend.
I make myself more and more ugly every day. But I can't stop. My face is getting so painful.
I'm finding it hard to leave the house these days because of my face.
I want to start cutting again.
I want to take an OD

[taz35]

Getting high is the only reason I haven't killed myself yet.

[88shelz]

honestly. i dyin inside

[shakaz]

I have started hoarding medications again

[che che]

i hit my leg with a hammer over and over again !!!!!!! then pretended to my husband that i fell out of shower when he saw bruse ;-(

[MammaMia]

I'm scared you'll die.

[samshine]

I bought alcohol yesterday and relapsed, I hid it in my baby's diaper bag, I feel like crap

[whirlpools]

Sometimes I want to save you from the seven years of misery and terror and hospital admissions and developmental freezing I have had, by trying to explain to you what you are really experiencing.

But I know you won't listen.

Sometimes people have to find out for themselves.

Hopefully, then, it won't be too late for you.

But it makes me frustrated sometimes.

[whirlpools]

And "you" is a collective "you". I think it's true for a lot of people on here.

[xlaurenx]

I'm so scared as on a night i never know if i will do something ' stupid'

[Heartless]

A week ago Friday I actually tried to suicide. I haven't told anyone. No one has noticed the difference.

*leaves hugs for everyone else*

[taz35]

I hate telling people I'm suicidal because I'm scared they won't believe me or think that if I really wanted to kill myself I would've succeeded by now. I'm so tempted to succeed and prove them wrong...

[havealittlefaith]

I'm scared of letting my guard down and showing the real me I'm scared I won't be accepted for who i really am I'm scared of been alone and isolated most of all I'm scared off losing her ..

Right now i am having bad thoughts and could harm..

[misskitty112]

I'm hoarding my meds instead of taking them.

[crazykat]

I can't even begin to explain to you how scared I am.

[MedicAsh]

I am feeling all alone.
I feel like harming.
I am scared, no terrified to start harming again.
I dont understand why this has to happen now.