"People have abused you lots in the past? Why do you then abuse yourself more?" - Quote
Sometimes I feel like I'm alone, Sometimes I feel like I'm not that strong, Sometimes I feel nothing at all, Sometimes I feel vulnerable, Sometimes I feel a little fragile
Lmao don't stalk me on facebook too
I'm about to go write some now the fella is asleep. Hopefully there will be an update by tomorrow! Sorry about te hiatus! Having a sick fiancé, a job and being a domestic GODESS () doesn't leave you much time for story writing!! Lol
**If You Love Someone Or Something Enough, Set Them Free.**
Well I got it done sooner than I thought I would so here it is!
Well it didn't take long to write to have it now! Hope you enjoy!
TRIGGERING CHWAPTER, PLEASE TAKE EXTRA CARE!!!
Chapter 24.*
... 'Mike! Mike don't!' I scream and take another step into the room. I try to block out everything else around me, the mess, the commotion, I whisper to Hayley to get everyone away from the room and she does as I say. I look at Mike again and the knife he has in his hand, the therapist sat on a chair looking seemingly unharmed but shaken, the blood red sleeves on Mikes top. I have to stop this!*
'Mike, sweetie, what are you doing?' I ask him and he stares at me with anger in his eyes, like I'm staring at the devil and I can feel him staring into my soul. It sends a shiver down my spine and I try and shake it off and concentrate on what I'm doing*
'hey come on, talk to me' I say softly to him and take a step forward but he holds the knife out more and screams at me*
" Don't! I'll do it! I will! I'll kill us both" Mike screams as he shakes the knife at the therapist and then at his own wrist*
'come on you can trust me, let him go and we can talk, like we always do, just you and me...'*
"you don't want to know me now HE is here. Your new friend, if that's what he is" Mike says shaking his head*
'Hey, of course I still want to know you! Who else am I going to talk to about how crazy some of these people are in here!' I laugh and take another small step forward, feeling my body shake a little as the knife gets waved at me again*
"Go away, Laura, don't make me hurt you too, come one step closer and I'll do it to all of us, don't try me..."*
'can I sit down on the floor? Right here?' I ask as I point to the ground and watch as Mike nods. I sit down and look up at him*
"I thought, I thought you liked me, I thought we had something, something special. I thought you were my girlfriend. I thought you wanted to be with me, like I want you, like I've always wanted you since we first met...." mike started crying "you understood me, you were the only other sane one in here with me. You shouldn't be here just like me. It's this place that has driven me to this. You see, I was fine, and now look at me!" he laughs evilly as he rolls up his sleeves and shows me fresh cuts. Some gaping, some shallow, some still bleeding. He puts the knife to his arm again and drags the knife across it, fast and hard. I close my eyes shut and freeze, scared to open them again.*
'nothing is worth doing this to yourself, Mike, nothing and no one' I say as I prize my eyes open again and see him leaning on a chair looking pale and weak*
"your worth it! Your so worth it, can't you see I'm doing this for you? Can't you see I'm doing this so we're alike and have another thing in common? " I shake my head*
'it's not a good thing to have in common, sweetie. It's not something that we should like about eachother, it's a battle within ourselves, it doesn't impress me you doing THAT to yourself, please stop doing it, let me help you' I get myself up off the floor and walk towards him, holding out my hand for the knife*
'come on, hand me the knife and we can talk like we used to! We can be the best of friends!' I take another step closer and reach my hand out further*
"go away, laura, your in my space, go away" Mike says to me and I shake my head*
'i can't go away, I can't, not with you like this!' I take another step forward and Mike freaks out. He pushes me away and I fall back, swinging my arm behind me to try and stop my fall but Mike reaches out at the same time and the knife meets my hand, tearing it open and injuring me.*
'F*CK!' I scream and cry falling on the ground eventually. Mike leaps ontop of me and holds the knife to my throat, my eyes meet his and I see how serious he is, my skin goes ice cold and my eyes fill up with tears which leak an start to stream*
"GET OFF HER!" the therapist shouts as he jumps up and pulls mike off me, turning round fast Mike lunges forward and the knife digs deep into the therapists stomach and as Mike pulls it out, *the therapist doubles over clutching his stomach with both hands open mouthed and stares at me. I look at Mike who is doing nothing but stating at the man he just stabbed. Slowly he looks at me and starts crying*
"this isn't what I wanted to happen" he sobs "I'm sorry, I hope you'll forgive me" he shakes his head, picks the knife from the ground and holds it to his wrist*
'NOOOOOO!' I scream and Hayley runs in with security guards, followed by Luke and some nurses as I lay crying hysterically.*
**If You Love Someone Or Something Enough, Set Them Free.**
