not my fault not my fault not my fault not my fault not my fault not my fault not my fault not my fault not my fault not my fault not my fault not my fault not my fault not my fault not my fault
Not my fault, not my fault, not my fault, not my fault! And yet again, I'm having a hard time figuring out which person I'm talking about... Yeesh, I wonder why that happens. \:
Sometimes the best way to hold onto something is to let it go. - Anon
"Do you feel cold and lost in desperation/You build up hope but failure's all you've known/
Remember all the sadness and frustration/And let it go/Let it go"
-Linkin Park, Iridescent
maybe if i say it again and again i'll start to believe it?
not my fault not my fault. not my fault?
this is stupid so wound up about the past want to let go but dont know how.
sorry.
None of this is my fault. None of it.
I didn't ask for it, I didn't want it, and I didn't deserve it.
So... there.
Now I'll play your ghost as my ace, whenever I'm led astray.
But I am actually good, can't help it if we're tilted.
I'm in my right place, don't be a downer.
"Do you feel cold and lost in desperation/You build up hope but failure's all you've known/
Remember all the sadness and frustration/And let it go/Let it go"
-Linkin Park, Iridescent
not my fault...right?
maybe?
is it my fault affecting me so much?
i know i didnt want it...didnt ask him to do that stuff...i know for sure it wasnt all my fault.
Every day the world is made a chance to change but i feel the same.
And I wonder why would i wait till i die to come alive?"
All alone the way she feels
Left alone to deal with all the pain-drenched sorrow relief
It's not my fault. It's not my fault. It's NOT my fault!
He was the one who did all of that... Yeah, sure, he manipulated me, and he shouldn't have been able to, but I was going through a hard time.
I didn'tdeservethat.
Sometimes the best way to hold onto something is to let it go. - Anon
"Do you feel cold and lost in desperation/You build up hope but failure's all you've known/
Remember all the sadness and frustration/And let it go/Let it go"
-Linkin Park, Iridescent
I'm trying to not blame myself, I feel sometimes I didn't try hard enough to make it not happen but it's his fault it happened, not mine, it's all his fault.
notmyfault, not my fault, not my fault, was his fault, not my fault, no reason be ashamed or guilty, not my fault...his fault, shouldnt let him make me feel bad any more, not my fault, not my fault...maybe if i say this enough i'll totally believe it...
