I'm ok I suppose. Angry at a couple of people and I feel let down by them too. Don't trust anyone around me except C who is my rock. No family to love me. I'm feeling very retrospective and have a lot to think about and decisions to make.
How are you? *hugs to you too*
GRANT ME THE SERENITY TO ACCEPT THE THINGS I CANNOT CHANGE
THE COURAGE TO CHANGE THE THINGS I CAN
AND THE WISDOM TO KNOW THE DIFFERENCE
The police lady was lovely she said even if I didn't tell my story he wud b brought in so I told them I had written it down so she read it n asked if I cud read it I said I cudnt do she just asked me questions to get more detail
They said I did really well they r gona bring him in for questioning n she said with the statement they will probably charge him so I'm now panicking n wanna take the statement bk
My emotions r all over the place n don't know how to control them
well done for getting through today Cheryl, I can't imagine how hard it was for you, but you did it. I know it is scary that they will bring him in and potentially charge him, but you are doing the right thing. *hugs* do you have anything you can distract yourself with to try and forget about today and forget about your emotions?
I'll join you in the fact that my emotions are all over the place too and don't really know how to control them, but am trying to keep distracted.
"Never be a spectator of unfairness or studpidity. The grave will supply plenty of time for silence." Christopher Hitchens
'When words fail, music speaks'
I am transsexual and homoromantic and proud to be.
Iv taken a sleeping tablet as I didn't sleep last night but I'm too worked up I'm listening to music trying to rationalise with myself I wanna phone Lucy up tomorrow n tell them to take my statement bk I don't want him to hate me I still love him
could you write down how you feel, everything all your emotions. I have just emailed the samaritans myself as I needed somewhere to write lots down, it might help. just a thought. I hope you get some sleep.
"Never be a spectator of unfairness or studpidity. The grave will supply plenty of time for silence." Christopher Hitchens
'When words fail, music speaks'
I am transsexual and homoromantic and proud to be.
Cheryl I would be more concerned if you didn't cry. At least you can tap into some of your emotions.
Well done for getting through the interview. I have been through the same process and it is scary and hard esp as I am on the vulnerable adults register so I knew the decision about what would happen wasn't wholly mine.
GRANT ME THE SERENITY TO ACCEPT THE THINGS I CANNOT CHANGE
THE COURAGE TO CHANGE THE THINGS I CAN
AND THE WISDOM TO KNOW THE DIFFERENCE
Yeh mine wasn't my decision either I didn't want to speak to the police but Lucy said she had spoken to safe guarding n they said I had to n the police officer said even if I didn't tell them they wud still question him they phoned me up today to check to see if I was ok which was nice
I am on the vulnerable adults register because since I've been 18 I've been raped more than once, all unconnected, and I've been taken advantage of too non sexually.
Im worried about tomorrow as I have the hospital at 9:30AM for 'intimate' bowel examinations and they want me to have a sh*t first (or to be medical a 'bowel movement'). I can't make my body sh*t to order! If I don't sh*t then they will give me an enema - great!I've taken a load of laxatives tonight to help.
The worst is over Cheryl love and if one more predator can be taken off the streets and not be a risk to others then surely that is a good thing. I know you love him but he crossed a line. *gives you hugs*
*hugs Mark*
*hugs oliver*
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GRANT ME THE SERENITY TO ACCEPT THE THINGS I CANNOT CHANGE
THE COURAGE TO CHANGE THE THINGS I CAN
AND THE WISDOM TO KNOW THE DIFFERENCE
I'm sorry U have been through that I was raped by two men on holiday wen I was 15 n the stuff with my mum n dad but don't think on on the vulnerable adult list
Thank u for ur support the lady who took my statement yest rang me today just to clarify stuff n check I'm ok she was giving it to CID today hopefully I'll b in Weston super mare next week wen he gets arrested
:( very scared n confused
