Cheryl I know for a fact that if you are over 18 and not on the vulnerable adults list no-one can make you talk to the police and make them take any actions that you don't want them to.
I've had a stinking headache since yesterday morning. I'm sad. The one survivor, Isabelle, is doing ok but coz she's injured the new birds are picking on her. We are keeping an eye on her and pray she don't die of infection due to the bite marks on her neck.
*offers hugs to everyone* I'm not good at words really atm
GRANT ME THE SERENITY TO ACCEPT THE THINGS I CANNOT CHANGE
THE COURAGE TO CHANGE THE THINGS I CAN
AND THE WISDOM TO KNOW THE DIFFERENCE
Hi has anyone got a borderline friend in real life that you see often
As you know iv been struggling for a while and my best friend has become increasingly unsettled by this and has been developing similar symptoms as me but suggesting they r much worse I started to worry about her but a third party has suggested that she is trying to gain attention rather than me having it...how should I deal with this as it's quite distressing
Hope the surviving chicken settled bk in ok she's like u she's a survivor
Thats a lovely thing to say, thank you Cheryl xx
I have over the years had friends who were ill with similar problems to me. My first best friend died of anorexia, my second best friend started getting better and wanted to stop all contact with me as she wanted a fresh start and didn't want me to trigger her into going backwards, my third best friend started getting better and did the same, my fourth best friend fed off my illness, learnt (without me realising) off me how to self harm bad, what to use and she copied what I did. She even faked a jump off the second floor balcony at the supported housing we were at because I had jumped 20 feet once and broke my back, then she committed suicide. After that I felt that any friend with similar problems/diagnosis as me were copying me, learning off me etc, and I had to be so careful what I said or divulged. Now I have no friends - I don't want to be responsible for a death or life changing event so I'm a loner again like I was as a kid.
I would say to be careful what you divulge to friends, watch your back, but don't end up like me - too afraid to have a sick friend and well people don't get my bpd black and white thinking and speaking my mind with no censoring what I say without realising.
GRANT ME THE SERENITY TO ACCEPT THE THINGS I CANNOT CHANGE
THE COURAGE TO CHANGE THE THINGS I CAN
AND THE WISDOM TO KNOW THE DIFFERENCE
8hugs Liddy* I hope Isabelle continues to do ok, I also hope your headache goes soon.
*hugs Cheryl* hope you can stay safe.
*hugs Mark*
I wish the spies would stop watching me and following me, again went for a walk in the woods today and they were following and watching me, it is making me very fearful. I am sorry also if people are fed up of me saying about it, I try not to talk about it too much, but I tell my GP and she just says I am paranoid and it is my illness, she has no idea it is so real. sorry everyone.
*hugs for all*
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'When words fail, music speaks'
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I love her but listening to her talk to the psych I just wanna scream liar is that bad
They believed her lies n kept her in to be re assessed tomorrow how cum she gets support n The crisis team don't feel there is a need for them to help me
Hi Oliver u don't have to apologise bout talking bout the spies is there anything I can do to help u
Thank you that means a lot wish anyone cud help I'm hoping a gd session on weds will help n maybe talking to my sw if I can trust wat she says I need sleep more than anything
Yeh I have friends with diff mh problems but like yest she ended up self harming n one needed steri strips n she new I have been self harming internally which she also went on to do I was there wen the psych came to see her n must giver her her due she is a gd actress she was kept overnight n reassessed this morning by crisis team I wasn't there but they r cuming out to see her tonight apparently one of them wanted her in the psych hosp y can't they see she's lying n y does she get support for exact same thing but wen it comes to me they don't feel there is need I'm very confused n angry
I was just physically ill again .
Does anyone know if Lithium and Olanzapine have a liquid formula?
I may have lost some meds but know nor what , Pills just make me ill.
I'm still not comfortable in my skin and the anasthetic's slowly wearing thin - Otep
Everyones lost but me! - Indiana Jones
It's okay , they know me here .
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''Courage doesn't always roar , sometimes courage is that little voice at the end of the day that says I'll try again tomorrow"
Cheryl I hope you have a good session on Wednesday and it helps.
Liddy *hugs* sorry you are in so much pain.
I have my pre op for my back surgery in less than 8 hours, so got to be up in about 5 hours. Very anxious about it, I told my mum yesterday the real reason why I am so anxious about the operation, because of the complete fear of the surgeons being spies and putting a tracking device in me, I will be under general anaesthetic so have no control or anything and that terrifies me too. Mum has said she will be there with me before and afterwards. Scared about the pre op today too.
*hugs all*
"Never be a spectator of unfairness or studpidity. The grave will supply plenty of time for silence." Christopher Hitchens
'When words fail, music speaks'
I am transsexual and homoromantic and proud to be.
