That sounds really nice Ducky :) What are you up to this evening?
"I know you're sad, so I won't tell you to have a good day. Instead, I advise you to simply have a day.
Stay alive, feed yourself well, wear comfortable clothes, and don't give up on yourself just yet.
It'll get better. Until then, have a day."
Hey Hannah. How are things? Have you finished work now? It is rubbish when places are short staffed, but they still expect everything to run smoothly. Management often don't seem to understand! *hug*
I'm sitting on my bed listening to music. I'm glad I made the effort. I had messaged my friend to say I couldn't make it. I didn't give a reason, but I suppose she guessed I was being a flake, because she said they'd really like to see me. So I went. So that was nice. If I hadn't of made that push this morning, I would have probably stayed in bed all day. :P
“Our defeats are softened and our victories are sweetened because we did it together.” - Toby Ziegler.
Well done for going :) I'm so glad you ended up having a nice time. Sometimes just getting there is the hardest part. Listening to music is good :)
I'm finished now, yeah. I'm tired, it has been a long day! I'm kind of really struggling. Hoping I can get an early night tonight.
"I know you're sad, so I won't tell you to have a good day. Instead, I advise you to simply have a day.
Stay alive, feed yourself well, wear comfortable clothes, and don't give up on yourself just yet.
It'll get better. Until then, have a day."
*Hugs Ali* It's totally okay that you couldn't work on your statement. I'm sorry you're feeling so bad. Is there anything that might help a little bit?
I have tomorrow off, yeah.
"I know you're sad, so I won't tell you to have a good day. Instead, I advise you to simply have a day.
Stay alive, feed yourself well, wear comfortable clothes, and don't give up on yourself just yet.
It'll get better. Until then, have a day."
I'm sorry that things are so tough for you, Ali. I think it's OK that you couldn't manage doing anything on your statement today. There are more days available. You'll do it before the cut off date. *squish*
It's good that you have tomorrow off, Hannah. Can you rest a bit?
My friend really is lovely. We don't talk all that often, but when we see each other then it doesn't seem like there's been any time since we last spoke. We have been good friends since we were 16 though. It's nice to have someone in my life that I can be like that with. I met her at Sainsbury's - my time on checkouts made worth it. :P :D
“Our defeats are softened and our victories are sweetened because we did it together.” - Toby Ziegler.
That's lovely Ducky :) I am like that with friends from school, I don't talk to them for ages but when I see them it's just the same!
Maybe. I don't know. I want to catch up on sleep but I'm not sleeping well.
"I know you're sad, so I won't tell you to have a good day. Instead, I advise you to simply have a day.
Stay alive, feed yourself well, wear comfortable clothes, and don't give up on yourself just yet.
It'll get better. Until then, have a day."
Ooh, awesome :) Is she far away? I hoep you do get to go and see her!
I don't know. I seem to get super anxious at night. I don't know whyyy.
"I know you're sad, so I won't tell you to have a good day. Instead, I advise you to simply have a day.
Stay alive, feed yourself well, wear comfortable clothes, and don't give up on yourself just yet.
It'll get better. Until then, have a day."
That sounds not very nice. I think nights are harder for a lot of people. Less distractions, perhaps? The dark?
It's about 200 miles by car, but I will be going by train. She's in Mirfield in Yorkshire. It's apparently a really traditional Anglican set up, which my friend is not used to at all (she used to go to a liberal, bouncy Anglican church)! There are monks... She's enjoying it though. :)
“Our defeats are softened and our victories are sweetened because we did it together.” - Toby Ziegler.
Sounds like quite a change! Glad she's enjoying it though :)
Probably a combination of those things!
I'm so, so tired. I'm going to go to bed as soon as I have eaten food.
"I know you're sad, so I won't tell you to have a good day. Instead, I advise you to simply have a day.
Stay alive, feed yourself well, wear comfortable clothes, and don't give up on yourself just yet.
It'll get better. Until then, have a day."
I am. It's horrible. I want to be at home. But I can't guarantee my safety anywhere. I handed in my shoes early today (they're taking stuff off me) and the nurse didn't ask why or see if I'm ok or anything. But then she's a bit of an asshole anyway. I'm hoping I might be discharged next week.
I'm sorry it's horrible my love, but if you can't keep yourself safe then at least that's what it can offer you. Are there any staff on you do feel able to talk to?
Sorry, I just come in here and offload on all you guys, I'm sorry. During the day I can only really talk to my assigned nurse and I think the night staff are sorting out our meds at the moment, but if I can't sleep I'll talk to one of them I think. I'm not going to take my sleeping tablet tonight, see how I get on. They've just been giving it to me without asking the last few nights, they've just told me it's in my meds pot. Which is strange as they usually fight you if you want a sleeping tablet.
