Mark, that's a tough thing... Well, actually, it's a b*tch more aptly. *hugs*
I'm just in the pits... feeling beyond lonely, like I'm all alone, don't know if I matter at all to anyone. i guess i can logically tell myself i do, i guess i just don't feel like it. stressed about health sh*t... my father's illness as of recent. Just so overwhelmed.... D-:
So your scars fade away/You soaked up the pain/A better person 'cause you lived through those days/And now you know what it's like to prove/You can overcome anything that gets to you/Well it's alright/We're sayin' our goodbyes/To the past and everything that ain't right/We won't waste another day/With all these silly things in our way-Crossfade
Light a candle for the sinners...Set the world on fire...
Liddy *hugs* I know the feeling all too well, heh... obviously. Were you able to do your chores?
So your scars fade away/You soaked up the pain/A better person 'cause you lived through those days/And now you know what it's like to prove/You can overcome anything that gets to you/Well it's alright/We're sayin' our goodbyes/To the past and everything that ain't right/We won't waste another day/With all these silly things in our way-Crossfade
Light a candle for the sinners...Set the world on fire...
Heard on the grapevine on Monday that my psychiatrist is retiring.
SW called today to postpone meeting until next next week (10 minutes before he is due) so I ask if it's true. Yes it is , in fact he is retiring today . Feel a bit (a lot) confused and anxious . What ifs......I don't don't get on with new dr , they re-diagnose me , they change my meds....... ack!
I'm still not comfortable in my skin and the anasthetic's slowly wearing thin - Otep
Everyones lost but me! - Indiana Jones
It's okay , they know me here .
Kahlia1981 is my adopted little sister :)
''Courage doesn't always roar , sometimes courage is that little voice at the end of the day that says I'll try again tomorrow"
sorry I am so useless, even writing this is too much, everything is awful at the moment, it has been a **** few days and I have hit a mighty deep and dark depression, so deep that even wanting to do something to end it all seems like too much effort, in fact even just lying in bed is too much effort. I am sorry.
"Never be a spectator of unfairness or studpidity. The grave will supply plenty of time for silence." Christopher Hitchens
'When words fail, music speaks'
I am transsexual and homoromantic and proud to be.
I'm so sorry to hear about your relationship Mark. She doesn't know what she's letting go of. Any woman would be lucky to have you, remember that *hugs*
Dawn, yeah I got to bed, problem is today I don't feel well physically so it's even harder to take care of my kids (when I say that, from now on, remember it's my animals everyone!) it's that time of the month, I have a headache, a sore and stiff neck, sore bowels and feel sick. I fell asleep this afternoon by mistake on my bed. I got the cat, rabbits and chickens to see to and I have to stay downstairs a while coz I'm purposely flooding my lawn to water the cherry tree I planted (as a sapling and now its huge and the roots reach out into the garden) as the cherries are now forming but need lots of water to grow well. I'm using the pond to flood the garden hence having to have a watchful eye.
I'm sorry to hear about my friends on here who are struggling. I care about and love you all, you have picked me up when I've been down and I don't know what I would have done without this thread. Please try and believe me when I sincerely say you are all great people with compassion and deserve happiness.
GRANT ME THE SERENITY TO ACCEPT THE THINGS I CANNOT CHANGE
THE COURAGE TO CHANGE THE THINGS I CAN
AND THE WISDOM TO KNOW THE DIFFERENCE
Anyone know what causes a cat to fart so badly that you choke for air?? Oscar has recently developed a wind problem, he has not changed his diet so that can't be it. Help! I'm using up a lot of oust!!
GRANT ME THE SERENITY TO ACCEPT THE THINGS I CANNOT CHANGE
THE COURAGE TO CHANGE THE THINGS I CAN
AND THE WISDOM TO KNOW THE DIFFERENCE
