*hugs* for Mark and Oliver, and every one else, as well. How's everyone doing?
So your scars fade away/You soaked up the pain/A better person 'cause you lived through those days/And now you know what it's like to prove/You can overcome anything that gets to you/Well it's alright/We're sayin' our goodbyes/To the past and everything that ain't right/We won't waste another day/With all these silly things in our way-Crossfade
Light a candle for the sinners...Set the world on fire...
Dawn, I am sorry you are feeling so bad right now, can you distract yourself with something you enjoy doing? *hugs*
Thank you Kat, how are you?
Hi black swan, I'm Oliver. how are you?
What's up Emma?
How are you Liddy, Mark, Nicola, Rabbit? *hugs for all*
well I am getting more and more confused, the crisis team guy came round and he thinks I have more than just my personality disorder, he said my mood swings sound like bipolar and the paranoia and psychotic symptoms like schizophrenia, so he is going to hopefully speak to my psych before I see her on Wednesday, plus my psych thinks I have some form of dissociation disorder, plus there is the Asperger's that it is likely I have.
I suddenly have four diagnosis being chucked at me and people disagreeing, why can't there just be a simple scan or blood test for MH!
"Never be a spectator of unfairness or studpidity. The grave will supply plenty of time for silence." Christopher Hitchens
'When words fail, music speaks'
I am transsexual and homoromantic and proud to be.
I lost all my friends, I got all distinctions last year was on track for D*D*D* grade at college, and now I'm struggling to achieve passes and am really behind on my assignments, I hate my body and feel like I would rather be dead than living in it, my hopes of going to Uni have gradually dwindled to nothing, and to top it off, I got the first urge to OD in months after being triggered by a song I listen to all the freakin time.
-.-
Nope, I've got to finish or I get nothing. It's good that I've only got like, less than 3 months, but I'm so behind and have so much to do in such little time that it's stressing me out beyond belief. I have no friends to help me so I'm trying to do it all by myself, while also missing one day of college every week because I can't handle he full three *sigh*
Hey guys I'm back from holiday and my parents are arguing bad but I'm going out this afternoon so hopefully miss it, I have a appointment with my social worker tomorrow and iI haven't seen her since I handed over the letter
Same old.
It's been this way since the beginning of the year, gradually getting more and more behind. I was on target for all distinctions in every unit and now I'm struggling to manage simple passes. I can't physically manage 3 full days so I'm on 2 with an 'off site' day. I want this college course to finish now so I don't have the stresses of it on my shoulders anymore, but then my life will literally have no purpose. I was gonna go to Uni but that idea has gone out the window. I want to do vocational training instead but I know I won't be able to handle it this year.
I'm scared about starting ED treatment after my wedding in August, as I know I'll resort back to SHing and ODing. And the whole idea of gaining weight freaks me out.
I just want to be normal and be able to make and keep friends. I feel cold towards people; I just don't care about other people's feelings. I don't have any urges to comfort people or make them feel better. I just glare and feel very uncomfortable.
love life
