Just to let you all know that Oliver (French Horn) Has been put on a section 2 as of late yesterday/early today , He is safe and of course I shall relay messages to him *Hugs y'all*
I'm still not comfortable in my skin and the anasthetic's slowly wearing thin - Otep
Everyones lost but me! - Indiana Jones
It's okay , they know me here .
Kahlia1981 is my adopted little sister :)
''Courage doesn't always roar , sometimes courage is that little voice at the end of the day that says I'll try again tomorrow"
Give Oliver my love please Mark, and that I'm thinking of him xx
I don't think my bowel surgery has worked, reason 1 for feeling low
They have finally found a social worker in my 'zone' of the city to take me on which means I lose my current one who I really like, reason 2 for feeling low, I could do with actually having money in my purse instead of having money worries since the start of the year, reason 3 for feeling low, I really want to cut but my carer/boyfriend is dead set against it coz he don't think my health can take it, reason 4 for feeling low, I now realise just how bad someone who was in my life was for me and that makes me sad, reason 5.
As for my BPD, T, (welcome btw) I find it makes me think in very black and white thinking with little or no grey. I can be very impulsive and I can open my mouth before engaging my brain a lot which can get me into trouble.
GRANT ME THE SERENITY TO ACCEPT THE THINGS I CANNOT CHANGE
THE COURAGE TO CHANGE THE THINGS I CAN
AND THE WISDOM TO KNOW THE DIFFERENCE
Mark, send my love to oliver and that i'm thinkin of him.
Will reply later when my heads more straight.
*Grabs a hug and settles in the corner*
I'm friends with the monster that's under my bed
Get along with the voices inside of my head
You're trying to save me, stop holding your breath
And you think I'm crazy, yeah, you think I'm crazy
Its a sorry state of affairs when you have to keep a can of Oust by your bed coz your cat keeps breaking some severe, choke inducing wind. He doesn't even have the manners to move, fart and come back. Jesus it's intoxicating!
GRANT ME THE SERENITY TO ACCEPT THE THINGS I CANNOT CHANGE
THE COURAGE TO CHANGE THE THINGS I CAN
AND THE WISDOM TO KNOW THE DIFFERENCE
I did a lot of gardening today and got a lot done which was good but i've damaged my wrist, god knows what i've done but i'm typing with one hand. And no, its not my style to run to the hospital for an x ray etc, my ankle survived didn't it?? Its still sore now but much better. Oh well.
How ru Mark?
And everyone else?
GRANT ME THE SERENITY TO ACCEPT THE THINGS I CANNOT CHANGE
THE COURAGE TO CHANGE THE THINGS I CAN
AND THE WISDOM TO KNOW THE DIFFERENCE
Mark please send my love to Oliver, and hope he's doing better soon. Please let us/me know how he's doing. Thanks.
So your scars fade away/You soaked up the pain/A better person 'cause you lived through those days/And now you know what it's like to prove/You can overcome anything that gets to you/Well it's alright/We're sayin' our goodbyes/To the past and everything that ain't right/We won't waste another day/With all these silly things in our way-Crossfade
Light a candle for the sinners...Set the world on fire...
Been catching up and I'm sorry that I haven't been around much lately as on holiday with lack of internet, mark send my love to Oliver and wish him all the best
I,m not that great but trying to cope missing everybody and counting down the days for me to get home as I had no therapy for about 2 weeks but I do have a appointment on Monday coming, I feel emotional just now
