You called me an angel, there must be a twist,
Have you ever seen an angel with scars on her wrist?
And blood trickling down from a gash on her arm,
Have you ever seen an angel self harm?-Unknown
I only like snow on Christmas day when there's nowhere to go and i'm all warm inside.
I don't know what to do. I feel so bad and i'm tired of this life. I keep imagining ways that I could die and it's really tempting to act on what i'm thinking. I don't know if I should phone the voluntary crisis team or maybe even the real crisis team. I wouldn't know what to say.
I put it down on paper and then the ghost does not ache so much.
Don't try to calm the storm, calm yourself, the storm will pass.
Lindsey, you could just tell them what you told us. If you're scared of losing your words and not being able to say anything, you could always write something down in advance and read it out. Please do try and stay safe. *Hugs*
*Hugs Nicole* They aren't kidding. I'm in the south east and we're up to about 6 inches. It's everywhere. All the schools are closed. How are you other than your outrage at the lack of snow?
*Hugs Lindsey* I agree with Lia, Please talk to one of your crisis teams. Writing things down is always a good idea , I've done it in the past . If you are getting tempted it's important that you talk to someone I think .
I'm still not comfortable in my skin and the anasthetic's slowly wearing thin - Otep
Everyones lost but me! - Indiana Jones
It's okay , they know me here .
Kahlia1981 is my adopted little sister :)
''Courage doesn't always roar , sometimes courage is that little voice at the end of the day that says I'll try again tomorrow"
*hugs Lindsay* I agree with Lia and Mark, please talk to one of your teams.
I'm already feeling low, and I'm listening to a song that just makes me feel worse. Why am I doing this? Why?
On a cool note, once I get paid and SI awareness day gets near, I found the shirt I'm gonna order. It says "I live to tell my story." and has an orange ribbon saying self injure awareness day. I want it so badly.
"Life is easy to chronicle, but bewildering to practice."-- E.M. Forster
*hugs mark, lia, lindsay and felicia*
lindsay-please try and look after yourself hun.
lia-heh. strange, oxfordshire is in the south east too, i think its the only place with no snow. And i'm pretty triggerd right now tbh :( you?
mark-how are you tonight?
felicia- :O where did you see that shirt?? i want one! and please try and listen to some other music and distract yourself talking to us lot :P
You called me an angel, there must be a twist,
Have you ever seen an angel with scars on her wrist?
And blood trickling down from a gash on her arm,
Have you ever seen an angel self harm?-Unknown
*hugs mark* glad you're ok :) i'm pretty triggerd, but fighting through.
You called me an angel, there must be a twist,
Have you ever seen an angel with scars on her wrist?
And blood trickling down from a gash on her arm,
Have you ever seen an angel self harm?-Unknown
hey peoples :)
who wants to give me focus and concentration =s
“The good things don’t always soften the bad, but vice-versa, the bad things don’t necessarily spoil the good things and make them unimportant.”
“Nobody important? Blimey, that’s amazing. Do you know, in nine hundred years of time and space I’ve never met anyone who wasn’t important before.”
“If it’s time to go, remember what you’re leaving. Remember the best. My friends have always been the best of me.”
*hugs mark* i think it was college if i'm honest, i had to do my PDP and it was about my skills and qualities. But i don't have any, and the tutors were all telling me my 'skills and qualities' which aren't true, and i HATE that they think i am better than i am, like i am getting praise that i haven't earned, so i really wanna SI to punish myself :(
You called me an angel, there must be a twist,
Have you ever seen an angel with scars on her wrist?
And blood trickling down from a gash on her arm,
Have you ever seen an angel self harm?-Unknown
Nicole Hun *Hugs* You don't deserve to be punished , I feel wrong when I get praise I don't feel I deserve but I think you ( and I ) can just be too hard on ourselves unjustly .
I'm still not comfortable in my skin and the anasthetic's slowly wearing thin - Otep
Everyones lost but me! - Indiana Jones
It's okay , they know me here .
Kahlia1981 is my adopted little sister :)
''Courage doesn't always roar , sometimes courage is that little voice at the end of the day that says I'll try again tomorrow"
*Hugs mark* i know :( i just feel like i have no skills or qualities, and they are trying to make me look good when i haven't earned it. eugh.
You called me an angel, there must be a twist,
Have you ever seen an angel with scars on her wrist?
And blood trickling down from a gash on her arm,
Have you ever seen an angel self harm?-Unknown
