*Hugs Felicia* I did a play about that once. Setting myself on fire. I played a self harmer, who set fire to herself. Please try and stay as safe as possible between now and when you see your people. Busy yourself, or move in here.
*Hugs Mark* Some people just have no lives and feel the need to make others' hard. Try to ignore them and not let it get to you.
Hey Kee, I'm Lia :)
*Hugs Helen* Glad you're feeling alright today :)
Seems like it's goodwill all round, I'm happy today :) I've just been out with my friend, I helped out with a stall at the Christmas fair and then we went for lunch at the pub where she works. It was nice and I feel Christmasy now :) We're going to start doing it each month.
I love this ward, none of you think I am what those IRL call me, I can be completely myself here and not turn myself into something I am not to keep everyone happy and avoid letting them in. You all know the real me but seem to like me anyway. I've never had that before.
I'm cooking "Vegetable stew with Dhal" it's pretty complicated ( for me and I needed to weigh out stuff and measure stuff , Still it's going to make enough for 4-6 people I'm going to have to freeze some , but at least I accomplished/accomplishing that today , I was SO upset about that mean remark I went out and bought booze again , I've since taken a Diaz and had a bath and feel less bad but I still think I'm going to drink tonight . But then thats IT , I really mean it I can't afford to keep drinking Health wise with all my meds and financialy . I am triggered and just want to blur it all out for the evening :S
EDIT:- Oh and I'm well aware of the dangers of mixing Benzo's and Alcohol but I took the Diaz at 3pm and won't take anymore today and won't start drinking Alcohol until 5.20pm . I always start drinking Alcohol or soft drinks at 5.20pm . I'm obsessive and weird like that . (OCD)
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I'm still not comfortable in my skin and the anasthetic's slowly wearing thin - Otep
Everyones lost but me! - Indiana Jones
It's okay , they know me here .
Kahlia1981 is my adopted little sister :)
''Courage doesn't always roar , sometimes courage is that little voice at the end of the day that says I'll try again tomorrow"
sorry for lack of idividual replies, everyting is going on at the moment. meeting yesterday in uni and its been decided i will take the rest of the year out, which means i need to tell my parents that and the reason, which I'm more scared about doing than when I came out to them.
plus was meant to go see the crisis team today but freaked out so much I couldn't leave my room and had a panic attack, then hidin bed and slept then they got worried so they came over to my house and woke me up, now I'm hiding in my bed again cs I'm freaked out.
"Never be a spectator of unfairness or studpidity. The grave will supply plenty of time for silence." Christopher Hitchens
'When words fail, music speaks'
I am transsexual and homoromantic and proud to be.
*hugs everyone*
lia-in answer to your post last night-i want a son/ daughter, not just a baby, i mean, obviously i think babys are so cute and i love the idea of having one, but its not just a baby i want, i want to be a parent.
You called me an angel, there must be a twist,
Have you ever seen an angel with scars on her wrist?
And blood trickling down from a gash on her arm,
Have you ever seen an angel self harm?-Unknown
*hugs lia* i suppose......lol. i'm ok. but dissapointed that we still have no snow here :( had the tiniest bit last night, but it was so pathetic that what little bits did settle had melted within an hour :(
You called me an angel, there must be a twist,
Have you ever seen an angel with scars on her wrist?
And blood trickling down from a gash on her arm,
Have you ever seen an angel self harm?-Unknown
*hugs helen* sorry, i missed that, thanks hun, i'm just worried about my cousin aswell, i dunno how she is :( how are you?
You called me an angel, there must be a twist,
Have you ever seen an angel with scars on her wrist?
And blood trickling down from a gash on her arm,
Have you ever seen an angel self harm?-Unknown
*cuddle* i wish i could be with her :( but her boyfriend is taking time off work to be with her, so she has support.
i'm fine thanks, like i said to lia, just a bit dissapointed that theres still no snow :( lol
You called me an angel, there must be a twist,
Have you ever seen an angel with scars on her wrist?
And blood trickling down from a gash on her arm,
Have you ever seen an angel self harm?-Unknown
“The good things don’t always soften the bad, but vice-versa, the bad things don’t necessarily spoil the good things and make them unimportant.”
“Nobody important? Blimey, that’s amazing. Do you know, in nine hundred years of time and space I’ve never met anyone who wasn’t important before.”
“If it’s time to go, remember what you’re leaving. Remember the best. My friends have always been the best of me.”
*cuddle* i wish i could be with her :( but her boyfriend is taking time off work to be with her, so she has support.
i'm fine thanks, like i said to lia, just a bit dissapointed that theres still no snow :( lol
*cuddles Nicole* I know you do honey. Maybe you can visit soon? Glad she's not on her own & has someone to be with her physically aswell as you etc x
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*Hugs Lia*
*Hugs Oliver*
*Hugs Nicole*
*Hugs Helen*
*hugs Mark* How's the cooking going?
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*hugs ward*
2 more hours til I get my hair done. just 2 more.
Bet you'll look amazing *hugs* Everyone seems to be having their hair done today/yesterday. Couple of my friends, you and my mum lol. I want mine done but doesn't really need doing as I had it cut last month!!!
The cooking went well it tastes nice :) Like a curry / stew , It was good to distract me chopping and stirring and tasteing
*Offers Virtual "Vegetable stew with Dahl" To all my Wardies*
I'm still not comfortable in my skin and the anasthetic's slowly wearing thin - Otep
Everyones lost but me! - Indiana Jones
It's okay , they know me here .
Kahlia1981 is my adopted little sister :)
''Courage doesn't always roar , sometimes courage is that little voice at the end of the day that says I'll try again tomorrow"
Evening all :) Done some of my uni work today, all that I could do, its a shame it was only 20% of it. Found a couple of CD's I want and such too :) Happy day. Hope you are all well
Hello everyone. Feeling like I need this safe environment. :( hope all is well!!
"You're in the bathroom carving holiday designs into yourself,hoping no one would find you.But THEY found you,and they took you,and you somehow survived."
