I have to block out thoughts of you, so I don't lose my head
They crawl in like a cockroach leaving babies in my bed Dropping little reels of tape, to remind me that I'm alone
Playing movies in my head that make a porno feel like home There's a burning in my pride, and a nervous bleeding in my brain
An ounce of peace is all I want for you, will you never call again?
And will you never say that you love me, just to put it in my face?
And will you never try to reach me, it is I that wanted space
Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you
Hate me in ways, yeah ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you
I'm sober now for 3 whole months, it's one accomplishment that you helped me with
The one thing that always tore us apart is the one thing I won't touch again In a sick way I want to thank you for holding my head up late at night
While I was busy waging wars on myself, you were trying to stop the fight
You never doubted my warped opinions on things like suicidal hate You made me compliment myself when it was way too hard to take So I'll drive so f*cking far away that I'll never cross your mind
And do whatever it takes in your heart to leave me behind
Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you
Hate me in ways, yeah ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you
And with a sad heart I say bye to you and wave
Kicking shadows on the street for every mistake that I had made
And like a baby boy I never was a man
'Till I saw your blue eyes cry and I held your face in my hand And then I fell down yelling, "Make it go away," just make a smile
Come back and shine just like it used to be
And then she whispered, "How can you do this to me?"
Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you
Hate me in ways, yeah ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you
I don't mind
Losing self respect
I've done it before
And i'll do it again
I'm thwarted tonight
Which is fine
See i've done it before
And i'll do it again
The kids are sick again
Nothing to look forward to
They jumped the cliff again
Future sinks beneath the blue
The kids are sick again
Nothing to look forward to ...
Hate me, does it feel good? Take me understood
from this awful life i despise, throw me out in disguise
But I'll wait, I'll ****ing wait for you
Here lies the waste
I will suffer, I will suffer for this taste and not forgiving
F*ck you and your love
So fake and out of touch
Can you kill me quick? close my eyes, throw me out with no surprise
But I'll wait, I'll ****ing wait for you
Here lies the waste
I will suffer, I will suffer for this taste and not forgiving
Hate me, does it feel good?
Take me understood
from this awful life i despise, throw me out with no surprise But I'll wait, I'll ****ing wait for you
Here lies the waste
I will suffer, I will suffer for this taste and not forgiving you
Do what you want, ‘cause a pirate is free,
YOU ARE A PIRATE!
Yar har, fiddle di dee,
Being a pirate is alright to be,
Do what you want ‘cause a pirate is free,
You are a pirate!
Stay with me, don't let me go
Cause I can't be without you
Just stay with me, hold me close
Because I've built my world around you
And I don't wanna know what it's like without you
So stay with me, just stay with me
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Do you still need me, do tears cloud my mind
Sometimes I wonder, just where were heading
I can remember, thoses we had were the best of times
I’m a fool for those things like you still need me
Hush my baby, Don't you cry. I'll dry your eyes. Fulfill your heart's desire. Let's go in. Try again.
Careful this time. Broken promises linger in our mind.
I'll give in completely. Hearts break so easy.
I know. Believe me. Oh, I've tried.
But my arms can hold you. My kiss console you.
I'll come and love you tonight.
And I...
I love, I love, I love Love hurts sometimes
But this feels right.
You... You love, you love, you love Though you've been burned
You still return.
Come and share my house, my home, and all I own. I'd love to give to you. Aren't you tired of going along this lonely road?
It takes it's toll on you.
Give me your emotion, your heart's devotion.
Give anything you like.
And I'll give understanding. Life's so demanding.
I'm all you need to get by.
And I...
I love, I love, I love Love hurts sometimes
But this feels right.
And You... You love, you love, you love
Though you've been burned
You still return.
I love, I love, I love
Love hurts sometimes But this feels right.
And You...
You love you love you love
Though you've been burned
You still return.
Still return Still return to love Keep coming back to love
Sparkling grey
Through my own veins
Any more than a whisper
Any sudden movement of my heart
And I know, I know I'll have to watch them pass away
Just get through this day
Give up your way, you could be anything,
Give up my way,
and lose myself,
not today
That's too much guilt to pay
Sickened in the sun
You dare tell me you love me
But you held me down and screamed you wanted me to die
Honey you know, you know I'd never hurt you that way
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You're just so pretty in your pain
Give up my way, and I could be anything
I'll make my own way
Without your senseless hate....hate...hate.....hate
So run, run, run
And hate me, if it feels good
I can't hear your screams anymore
You lied to me
But I'm older now
And I'm not buying baby
Demanding my response
Don't bother breaking the door down
I found my way out
As I sit here and slowly close my eyes
I take another deep breath
And feel the wind pass through my body
I'm the one in your soul
Reflecting inner light
Protect the ones who hold you
Cradling your inner child
i need serenity
In a place where I can hide
I need serenity
Nothing changes, days go by
Where do we go when we just don't know
And how do we relight the flame when it's cold
Why do we dream when our thoughts mean nothing
And when will we learn to control
Tragic visions you slowly stole my life
you Tore away everything
Cheating me out of my time
I'm the one who loves you
No matter wrong or right
And every day I hold you
I hold you with my inner child
When was the last time you talked to me?
Seriously
I feel like I don't even know you
And I would rather me leave
Than stay and watch you make a fool of me
You might as well leave
You might as well let me know now
I'm not your star
I'm not that beam of light
Here to save your life
To make your wallet fat
While mine's on a diet
It's not my greatest care
But simple needs are scarce
It's never-ending
It really seems unfair
But lately I don't care
I don't care about much
I've given up trying
So sing about love
Sing about lust
So they will care
It's the same difference That's what happens when you play catch without arms
It's what sets, sets, sets us apart That's what happens when you compromise your art
It's what sets, sets, sets apart
We've got this far I don't know if you care
But I think that you should swear
Or something of the sorts
Show me your trying
Set the bait so they will bite it
If there's a hook they can't deny it
Sing about love so they can feel it
Sing about love so they can sing it
Sing it
People talking, think I'm all right
Think I'm doing fine
Goin' through the motions of my life
Go to work now every mornin'
Yeah I play the part
And hide away the contents of my solemn heart
But when the sun goes down
And the moon is high
I can't control the flood of all these tears inside
And if they only knew
They'd be so surprised
I'm just a good pretender in a great disguise
Keep 'em guessin', keep 'em laughin'
Build that wall up high
As long as they don't see the other side
You've really done it
Done a number, a number on my soul
But I'll be damned if I'll ever let you know
But when the sun goes down
And the moon is high
There's no way to hide the truth from me, myself, and I
Yeah, I wear it well
Though it ain't my size
I'm just a good pretender in a great disguise
I'm not one to show emotion
Like some fools I see
I won't wear my heart out on my sleeve
I don't miss you
Not for a moment
I'm gonna be okay
Words of wisdom spoken
By the light of day
But when the sun goes down
And the moon is high
Your memory pulls me under like a strong riptide
I'm still in love with you
It's all smoke and lights
I'm just a good pretender in a great disguise
I'm just a good pretender in a great disguise
RBT x
I give myself very good advice
But I very seldom follow it
Could explain the trouble that I'm always in...
I hope you choke on every word you spoke
when you were screaming at me.
I realize how many times you tried, but that's wishful thinking.
All I want is an apology for what you did and how you treated me.
Get me far away, or at least as far as this car will take me.
Tell all your friends about me.
Maybe it was wrong of me to think I could keep you
And maybe it's the last few drinks
Taking over my mouth and all I've been thinking
I want you to know that I am fine here without you
But I can't bring myself to lie to you.
And since we're being honest, I feel I should tell you
I've been filling up the empty space between you and I
