I'm meeting my friend tomorrow for coffee in the town I live in , I LOVE her but don't know what to do about it , sorry if this is the wrong place to post but I have never had a serious relationship and I don't know how to start one , I've known her for about 18 months , since we were in Psych Hospital together , and after 4 months I told my other hospital friend I wanted to marry her and he just laughed ,I don't know what to do , sorry
I'm still not comfortable in my skin and the anasthetic's slowly wearing thin - Otep
Everyones lost but me! - Indiana Jones
It's okay , they know me here .
Kahlia1981 is my adopted little sister :)
''Courage doesn't always roar , sometimes courage is that little voice at the end of the day that says I'll try again tomorrow"
Oh Mark :( I know how difficult it is feeling that way for someone who is a friend & you're scared telling them will ruin everything you have. I don't really have any useful advice other than to tell her perhaps? She might even feel the same way for all you know. I'm sorry your other 'hospital' friend laughed at you for wanting to marry her :( *hugs lots*
I'm just cold and lonely. This time last year I was just out of hospital. I wish I could go back and experience being an inpatient again. I need people to take care of me.
I put it down on paper and then the ghost does not ache so much.
Don't try to calm the storm, calm yourself, the storm will pass.
You called me an angel, there must be a twist,
Have you ever seen an angel with scars on her wrist?
And blood trickling down from a gash on her arm,
Have you ever seen an angel self harm?-Unknown
She just said she wanted to take it slowly , that was over a year ago , we don't even hold hands . How long until we hold hands? that sounds lame , Sorry:S
Lindsay I sometime wish I was an inpatient , I spent 100 consecutive days on the ward last summer , it's comforting to know you won't come to any harm whilst inpatient , I still crave it , You are not alone in this . PM box is open.
I'm still not comfortable in my skin and the anasthetic's slowly wearing thin - Otep
Everyones lost but me! - Indiana Jones
It's okay , they know me here .
Kahlia1981 is my adopted little sister :)
''Courage doesn't always roar , sometimes courage is that little voice at the end of the day that says I'll try again tomorrow"
Mark, I know how that feels unfortunatley. No one believed that I loved, love, her, but I do. I love her so much. But she never felt the same way. I was only ever just me to her. Never anything more, and just being in the same room as her made everything better. She's gone now and I am more lost than ever. I don't know what to do without her. I miss her so much. So I can understand how hard it is. If she too has been in a psych ward though, she will be able to understand about some of the things you are going through, which must be good for your friendship. I hope you have fun having a coffee tomorrow.
*hugs mark, helen and lia*
are you two ok? i'm pretty stressed cause my tutor has just given me a ton of work back and told me if i havent made all the corrections by tomorrow, then i get kicked outta college :/ and my internet is blocking most of the sites i need to do it, which is making me more stressed so i cant do any of it :( looks like college tomorrow is gonna be 9-7 so i can get all the work done :(
ohoh! *hugs helen* whats up sweetie?
You called me an angel, there must be a twist,
Have you ever seen an angel with scars on her wrist?
And blood trickling down from a gash on her arm,
Have you ever seen an angel self harm?-Unknown
i know :( its cause ive done all the work but some was reffered and it all has to be done by tomorrow cause next weeks review week, and if we arent up to date with all our work then they will consder wether we are coping wit the course or not, and will be kicking people out :/ so tomorrows gonna be a long day :(
You called me an angel, there must be a twist,
Have you ever seen an angel with scars on her wrist?
And blood trickling down from a gash on her arm,
Have you ever seen an angel self harm?-Unknown
can't get in early cause of issues with anxiety-takes me about an hour to use enough skills to even get out the door in the morning :( i'm just gonna have to stay after college and do it. And i dont think my mum can do anything about it, its the network provider thats blocking it :/
You called me an angel, there must be a twist,
Have you ever seen an angel with scars on her wrist?
And blood trickling down from a gash on her arm,
Have you ever seen an angel self harm?-Unknown
