Hi Nelly,
I'm sorry you are feeling so bad. Do you think it might be helpful for you to post a thread of your own so you can explore the issues better with us? x
i got taken advantage of today by a guy who is 7 years older than I.
He doesn't understand "no" and I was so exhausted I couldn't do much of anything but lay there.
I feel like a stupid slut. I am going to ruin my relationship with my boyfriend because I wanted to go to a party. I just need to get out of this world.
Hi Nelly,
I'm sorry you are feeling so bad. Do you think it might be helpful for you to post a thread of your own so you can explore the issues better with us? x
I might do, thank you for your concern :)
~ Instruction does much, but encouragement does everything ~
i got taken advantage of today by a guy who is 7 years older than I.
He doesn't understand "no" and I was so exhausted I couldn't do much of anything but lay there.
I feel like a stupid slut. I am going to ruin my relationship with my boyfriend because I wanted to go to a party. I just need to get out of this world.
:( hugs love xoxoxo
~ Instruction does much, but encouragement does everything ~
i got taken advantage of today by a guy who is 7 years older than I.
He doesn't understand "no" and I was so exhausted I couldn't do much of anything but lay there.
I feel like a stupid slut. I am going to ruin my relationship with my boyfriend because I wanted to go to a party. I just need to get out of this world.
Shelbi, this is not your fault that this 'man' doesn't understand the word no. You are certainly not a stupid slut. Although it is going to be difficult for your boyfriend, because he will be upset you have been hurt, it doesn't mean the end of your relationship.
As I suggested to Demon_Eel94, it might be helpful for you to start a thread of your own. It just ensures you get more advice and support as here the pace is quick and I wouldn't want you to feel unsupported at this difficult time.
I was feeling ok for about a day and a half after being very close to the edge and thinking I wouldn't even make it another 24 hours. I made it through alive, tried to be positive, and started to feel better.
Now, even though nothing has changed I've begun to deeply hurt again. I feel like I want to die again. I don't know why. I'm just in such pain and I want to escape. I just feel trapped here and I want out.
Death feels like the better alternative once again. I know I shouldn't say those types of things and I hate myself for going there but that's honestly how it is. I don't know what to do. I'm just so scared.
Edit: my January 1st, 2013 deadline is starting to sound good once again. If I can even make it that long...
Last edited by CaptainB2 : 19-03-2012 at 01:56 AM.
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken
With everything that's being going on this last month just ending it doesn't seem that bad anymore it'd actually help in alot more ways.....there's just to many ups to it right now that I'd be an idiot not to.
WinterSparkles: I could've written that second sentence myself.
I'm sorry I don't have anything encouraging to say but I think you should know you're not alone. No one here is truly alone.
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken
this thread is going to be closed within the next hour, if you are currently using it for support, please consider making your own thread or contacting the supporters at support@recoveryourlife.com. The thread is beign closed because it de-sensitises people to suicide, results in a large number of people not getting the support they need, and also could lead to competetion.
Please, if you are seriously contemplating suicide, make a thread or speak to someone, either on here or in person.
"I would be almighty in my own world of art, even if I had to paint my pictures with my wet tongue on the dusty floor of my cell." -Picasso
"No, painting is not done to decorate apartments. It is an instrument of war." - Picasso
'I have scars becuase I have a past; but they, like my past, do not define my future'
I know that I have posted in here in the past, but I have found it to be detrimental to my MH issues in the long run. The intention of the thread is obviously good, it's just it is such a big thing that it causes a lot of people issues.
Because there are 181 pages on this thread and most are the same posters. That's not a beneficial environment. Coming to a place and stating you're suicidal every day is not going to help you, nor do I believe that a person can be chronically actively suicidal. Ideation, yes, but this thread is different.
If you have on going issues you need to post and get advice about, make a thread and keep it updated. People get ignored here and overwhelmed by lots of people posting with '*hugs* I feel bad too' which is invalidating to both sides.
Ergo, this needs to go and people need to take responsibility and make threads if there is something they want to discuss, or get someone to post what you need to get out in the first instant if you're struggling to find the words yourself for the starting post.
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