i had a posative lesson today
i didnt hurt myself
i didnt walk out even when i wanted too
i didnt kill anyone
we have heateing which means i can be warm and have a cuppa as we now have electricity as well
"pretty pretty please dont you ever ever feel like your less than less than perfect"
"Don't ever change, you're perfect the way you are" only a PM away for ANYONE
Gem [smurfette] is my little sister and my princess <3
R.I.P. Keith....31/10/12....forever missed
R.I.P. Lewis....18/01/13....forever I'll love you, forever missed
My little brother tucked me up on the sofa with his duvet when I stumbled downstairs feeling poorly, which was really sweet :)
I managed to start and finish a self portrait for the first time ever, and without being in front of a mirror for that long making me feel like crap. I never passed a unit at college because I couldn't do self portraits & I feel good that I finally managed it.
Now I'll play your ghost as my ace, whenever I'm led astray.
But I am actually good, can't help it if we're tilted.
I'm in my right place, don't be a downer.
Learning that I only have one shift this week at work.
Realizing that I have the most amazing of people around me; my friends, my family and my boyfriends love me a lot and care about me no matter how ****ed up I am. <3
hmmm ok lets see this is hard lol! but number 1) i diffused a situation with some kids where i work which would've potentially got out of hand and calmed one of them down that needed calming and 2) i turned up unannounced at my mums for a cup of tea (which i never do usually) and we didn't argue or get frustrated with each other like normal so that was good
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"And it's hard to dance with a devil on your back so shake him off."
I woke up to an unexpected and very stressful situation, but managed to handle it calmly and do everything I could to take care of it (which was next to nothing really, but still, I did it).
Despite all the stress I've been under today, I've managed to cut down smoking even more. I've only had 3 since 11am.
- I spent time with my family
- Got lots of hugs from my friends littlest girl
Hush, little baby, drink your spoiled milk
I'm crazy, need my prescription filled
Do you like my cookies? They're made just for you
A little bit of sugar, but lots of poison, too
- I remembered to get off the train today at the right place [didn't last time I went to work!]
- They've started doing 'quote for the day' on the whiteboard at archway station
- A catering company liked me and so contacted me directly to work for them tomorrow and are paying me more than I would get through the agency
- My girlfriend is currently en route to bring me a fruit cooler from starbucks because I really wanted one
- My flat is clean and tidy [mainly due to aforementioned girlfriend]
- My statistics module is super-interesting
- I had flamin' hot monster munch today OMNOMNOM
- I will be three months self harm free tomorrow
- I feel alive :)
- I could have a bath as my wounds have healed enough for me to
- I know my friend really loves me and would do anything to help me
Hush, little baby, drink your spoiled milk
I'm crazy, need my prescription filled
Do you like my cookies? They're made just for you
A little bit of sugar, but lots of poison, too
I had a meme war. I lost to Emma but it was a lot of fun :)
I saw one of my favourite people in the world for the first time since March and had all the fun catching up and dancing like pterodactyls :3
I saw my wonderful girlfriend and had a great evening together.
I get to spend all weekend with my lady, tattooing and painting and doing Mehndi.
After a rough patch, my stepmam and I are doing really well.
I have photos of my newborn baby nephew and he is so precious and being able to see what he looks like is wonderful.
I'm 4 months+ free of self harm. Like a boss.
I'm over 3 months B/P free.
All in all, life is fantastic and I'm being a bit of a recovery legend.
Now I'll play your ghost as my ace, whenever I'm led astray.
But I am actually good, can't help it if we're tilted.
I'm in my right place, don't be a downer.
Today: (1) Went to my lab class when i would have much rather skipped. (2) Found out that I got an 80 on my accounting exam!
P.S. - awesome idea! I think i might need to make this a daily thing, as a way of combatting my tendency to only focus on only the mistakes i've made and mess ups i've had in any given day. Thanks so much for posting this!
Oh and i forgot to mention...one totally awesome thing that happened to me was that CONVENTIONAL WEAPONS GOT LEAKED!! I'm fangirling! The UK got their Oct.30th pre-orders early, or so i heard, and put them up on youtube. =D
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