I hope u don't do that tho Cheryl, it might be had to think of anything else but just think positive :)
work was terrible Oliver, because I'm part time, I get the privelage to stay over with the rookies and anyone who has hours to burn... So there was a truck with "fresh" pepers and they were all groos and rotting... And we had to take them, SK I got elected to stack them and a couple boxes got all juicy and gross and spilled all over my shirt... Like when u leave a pumpkin out after Halloween... Made me wana throw up.
Don't ever say your not beautiful!
Don't get mad!! Get Glad!!
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this stupid shots so ****ong annoying! God I wana rip my head off, I hate change!! Right now my rooms torn apart by my parents trying to figure out how to make my bed less comfortable by taking my box spring and pittong it in my baby brpths room for a bed that won't be used... All I wana effing do ots effong RELAX AFTER MY WORKNWEEKNFOR THE MAYBE 20 HOIRS I HAVE THATBARE ACTUALLY FREE!!!!! I DONT WANA EFFING HELP CHANGE THE GD BEDS AROIND !!! LEAVE MY EFFONG **** ALONE!!!
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Hey guys hugs, I have been better, seen my gp yesterday which was OK,
She was very supportive and listened to me unlike the last time but she took blood to check my kidneys and my liver function as she is concerned, she has reckon that she has hit a brick wall with me as there is no improvement but I stopped my med before cChristmas and she begged me to start taking it again to see where we are in a months time
I give up literally, don't know what'sworse fear of rejection or being scared and thinking that iI'm in danger all the time, hope everyone is doing better than me I seem to be wincing
I don't have a fu¢king say in anything in my house, its not my choice!! Plus ots Friday and its usually my one day to relax.. But my step moms parents left and my dads parents are here now... And thief going to get my little cousins... One is ok but the littler one is the most annoying little brat ever!! So I'm not guna get any time to relax, ots either act happy or sleep... This weekeds guna suck and I'm super exhausted!!
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I'm... idk. Tired. Really really tired. And it's weird not really remembering anything from the past week... :/ I've been told stuff about it though, most of it not good.
"I need you to know, I'm not through the night. Some days I'm still fighting to walk towards the light."
"I don't belong here, I gotta move on, dear. Escape from this afterlife"
"Don't let them in, don't let them see. Be the good girl you always had to be. Conceal, don't feel, don't let them know."
Sasha, major *huggles*. That sounds like so much to deal with at work, I really hope things improve for you!
Oliver *hugs* Really pleased that you're staying; I would have missed you very greatly
Mason *hugs* that sounds really stressful.
Cheryl, *hugs*. I hope you manage to stay safe!
So your scars fade away/You soaked up the pain/A better person 'cause you lived through those days/And now you know what it's like to prove/You can overcome anything that gets to you/Well it's alright/We're sayin' our goodbyes/To the past and everything that ain't right/We won't waste another day/With all these silly things in our way-Crossfade
Light a candle for the sinners...Set the world on fire...
*hugs* Kat. sorry to hear you're not doing so great.
Sasha *huggles* That sounds really distressing... I've felt like that too..
So your scars fade away/You soaked up the pain/A better person 'cause you lived through those days/And now you know what it's like to prove/You can overcome anything that gets to you/Well it's alright/We're sayin' our goodbyes/To the past and everything that ain't right/We won't waste another day/With all these silly things in our way-Crossfade
Light a candle for the sinners...Set the world on fire...
Sasha that sounds really distressing, do you think you may have been dissociating? Have you told anyone about you losing time? Also grounding can really help as it can help bring you back into the present moment and make you feel more aware of what your doing.
Dawn how are you doing?
I'm just struggling not to act on certain thoughts. I am trying to stay distracted and use my skills though.
"Recovery is something that you have to work
on every single day and it's
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That sounds like a good plan, Kat. I'm doing okay, thanks. Just really tired today. I think I over did it yesterday, for sure. Not hurting too bad, though at least... Just pre-menstrual, and can't get enough candy... I've been freebasing (hope no one is bothered by that, it's just our sorta slang, heh) it all day, lol.
So your scars fade away/You soaked up the pain/A better person 'cause you lived through those days/And now you know what it's like to prove/You can overcome anything that gets to you/Well it's alright/We're sayin' our goodbyes/To the past and everything that ain't right/We won't waste another day/With all these silly things in our way-Crossfade
Light a candle for the sinners...Set the world on fire...
