StuckInReverse: How come you're feeling like this tonight? Is there anything anyone can do to help?
vonAppen: How are you feeling today? I know things might seem like there's no way out right now, but believe me, suicide is not the answer. Please, talk to someone, a friend, and let them know what's going on.
..... : Cool name by the way. It sounds like the bullying at school was the flash-point for all of this. Have you ever had/thought about having counselling for it? (I know you saw a psychiatrist, but they're not always as focused about talking things through).
BorderlineJiveQueen: Please; think of your mum, your dog. It's not easy, believe me, it's not. Particularly for those that are left behind.
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*hugs* to everyone who's posted here. I'm sorry things are so bad right now, but it gets better. Keep fighting, and you will get through this.
If you are feeling suicidal right now, please speak to someone, please reach out for help, and please tell someone what's going on. If you think you might act on your feelings, please go to your nearest hospital, or ring 999 or 911.
Aunty T: I feel as I usually do, (not good but it goes). have talked with a friend about it but it seems that he does not care, do not think he understands how serious I am. has been given a time to a doctor on friday morning, that I will talk to.
Close your eyes, so many days go by.
Easy to find what's wrong, harder to find what's right.
Dance With The Devil - Breaking Benjamin
There is nothing like driving so fast that you can see the thin line between life and death
I'm done. I can't do this anymore.. I just want to end it.. Maybe
I should.. My family won't care.. They'll just have to find someone else to hit.. To hurt.. And scream at.
I'd rather end it that live like this. Here. With them..
Location: In a glass vial in the pocket of a beautiful mind.
I am currently:
I've had enough. Everything was fine. And now it has all gone to hell again. I'm done with it all.
rhap·so·dy - an ecstatic expression of feeling or enthusiasm. ♫
"Sacrifice is the most you can love someone." ♥
“Love was at best an excuse for stupidity, at worst a destructive, dangerous emotion that drove men to acts of annihilation which defied logic. It was a twisted, insidious sentiment used to justify everything from spoiling a child to destroying entire civilizations.”
There's nowhere I feel safe anymore.. I can't find a place to go when they hurt me.. College helps me forget.. But when I come home, they're still there.. They still shout and scream at me when I come back.. They keep hitting me too.. I just want a way out.. And escape.. :/
I don't know how to talk to someone about this anymore.. I can't think of the words.. I don't know how to explain what they do.. Just want to die..
Katee: I'm sorry things seem so helpless right now. Is there anyway you can print off your posts here and show someone? You shouldn't have to deal with this alone. If you ever want to talk, I'm only a PM away.
I can't show people.. Last person I told the truth stopped talking to me.. :/
The one person I thought I could trust has now moved to Scotland.. So I never get to talk to them..:s
I wanna talk to someone.. But I cant find the words anymore.. :/
Just another day that I woke up wanting to die for no apparent reason after feeling alright for multiple days. I really don't get this. I'll be fine for a while and this will happen for no rhyme or reason. I don't know how much longer I can do this. It's like a mental health Russian roulette. For some reason, I just feel completely down and have no reason to live right now. How can I be expected to go through life with such thoughts capable of striking me at any moment? I don't think I will ever truly be happy.
I'm not afraid to die. It's living that scares the crap out of me.
Last edited by CaptainB2 : 05-03-2012 at 06:21 PM.
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken
