Hey everyone..
So I have Borderline Personality Disorder... & I was finally diagnosed with it a couple years ago after so many different rehabs, treatment centers, meds, & also diagnosed with other different things that weren't the right diagnosis.
My old psychiatrist told me that I can deal with it without meds, & I thought I could too... but now it's 3 years later & i've realized i can't do it. I just need some kind of support or someone to talk to that has BPD too... it's getting to the point that the cuts are getting deeper (i've cut since age 13, I'm 20 yrs old now), i've been abusing my prescription medication painkillers, & i even made a suicide video last week but obviously didnt act on it... i've been at a really rough spot in my life since may after a really tough break up... & i just want to be done. i try & i can honestly say i try my hardest, but just as things are beginning to get good, they get torn from me & it seems as if i cant do anything about it... I just really dont know anymore...
Hey everyone..
So I have Borderline Personality Disorder... & I was finally diagnosed with it a couple years ago after so many different rehabs, treatment centers, meds, & also diagnosed with other different things that weren't the right diagnosis.
My old psychiatrist told me that I can deal with it without meds, & I thought I could too... but now it's 3 years later & i've realized i can't do it. I just need some kind of support or someone to talk to that has BPD too... it's getting to the point that the cuts are getting deeper (i've cut since age 13, I'm 20 yrs old now), i've been abusing my prescription medication painkillers, & i even made a suicide video last week but obviously didnt act on it... i've been at a really rough spot in my life since may after a really tough break up... & i just want to be done. i try & i can honestly say i try my hardest, but just as things are beginning to get good, they get torn from me & it seems as if i cant do anything about it... I just really dont know anymore...
recovery5683, welcome I'm Kat. Do you have a particular name/nickname you would like to be called? I'm sorry your struggling so much, do you currently have any access to any supports in your life?
Hi Mark, how are you?
"Recovery is something that you have to work
on every single day and it's
something that doesn't
get a day off."
I was taken for safety was heavily intoxicated apaz tried t throw myself out m window and whilst in cells assulted police apaz also tried to kill myself have a court date stupid me .. Crisis are saying I can be re assessed if I become to unsafe sighs x
He won't be online for the foreseeable future , He doesn't think it's safe writing anything on here or even being on here so he is staying offline. He says he cares very much about you all and doesn't like not being able to support but cannot be online. He sends Love and *Cuddles*
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