The bubble room *please read first post, slight changes*

[Getting_There_Monkey]

Ijust distract myself as much as i can but i dont think it is going to work:/

[pretty_in_pain]

christ i can't fight this

[Netsirkylime]

I've been better, I'm frustrated and confused...

and beating urges is tough, really tough, just try and keep conversations going... keep yourself busy... that's the only thing I do that ever helps...

[pretty_in_pain]

shitshitshit

[pretty_in_pain]

i've just tried to burn myself twice, keep blowing out the matches. i'm so pathetic

[Netsirkylime]

you aren't pathetic hon, not burning yourself is good. Try and keep yourself safe Hayley...

[Lyn]

Just put the matches away. In fact, put everything u'd use to SI at leat 2 m away from you. *gives hayley huge bubblehug*

Hi, em. r u okay?

[Getting_There_Monkey]

awww Emily wanna talk about it?

Awww hayley im sure you can keep distracting yourself the urges will go away eventually :) your not pathetic at all sweetie

[Netsirkylime]

No not really Lyn... are you okay?


I'm tired of having nightmares... I'm sick of waking up afraid and upset... I don't understand...

[pretty_in_pain]

i'm alone in the house, i'm scared that i've got nothing distracting me.......

(THIS IS NOT A THREAT, i'm just scared)

xx

[Bleeding_Rose_Petals]

*hugs Emily, Lyn, Hayley, Shellie, everyone*

hope you all are smarter.. and all together just better than I am.. hell what am I saying, everyoen's better than me in every category..

[Netsirkylime]

can you play a video game? watch tv? do something to keep yourself occupied?

[Getting_There_Monkey]

just stay onhere talking to us we dont mind

[Netsirkylime]

Rach, baby. *hold you* You are an amazing person... absolutely amazing. I love you hon. *holds you*

[Getting_There_Monkey]

oh rach thats not true! *hugs*

[pretty_in_pain]

what the hell is the matter with me?!

i'm so selfish

and weak

i just need to do it

crap


and rach sweetie, that really isn't true! *huggles*

[Bleeding_Rose_Petals]

*hugs hayley more*
you are so amazing. you don't need it.. you really don't..


and i really hope you all aren't as pathetic and dumb as me..
and i'm sorry i didn't answer your IM Em.. I just.. idk

[Netsirkylime]

It's okay Rach, I figured you don't want to talk about it, and that's okay. You don't have to. *hugs Hayley* you can beat this hon, just keep trying. You can do this.

[pretty_in_pain]

i can barely breath

ihate myself so much for being so weak

i can't get through tonight

[Netsirkylime]

You can make it through tonight. You can. You are stronger than you think you are. You've made it this far, you can make it through tonight. Don't even think about the whole night. Just think "I can make it through this minute." Then when you make it through that minute you can make it through the next minute. Take it slow, hon. Just take it slow.