My apologies for not being around this evening, guys, I was out with work people. They're all super nice :)
I'm absolutely knackered now though, and will be even more so when my shifts start multiplying and I'm working after school.
Fingers crossed I can keep my Sundays, though, tis my day of rest :P
Actually, speaking of school. I'm thinking about talking to a teacher about being really stressed about schoolwork and see if there's anything they can do - my friend is allowed deadline extensions (like you, Marie :3) and so on. So yeah. Just thought I'd let you know, for some reason :P
Life is about love, last minutes and lost evenings,
About fire in our bellies and furtive little feelings,
And the aching amplitudes that set our needles all a-flickering,
And help us with remembering that the only thing that's left to do is live.
what a ****ing day. just ****ing horrible.
First I was called to the Job centre. but during a time I should have been working. Can't rearrange so have to skip work to fulfil this appointment. They kept me waiting half an hour for a five minute ****ing meeting.
I get to work and I feel guilty for skipping the first half of my shift. Then when I actually arrive I just don't feel like I know what I'm doing. I feel useless, and worst of all; like I'm not even necessary in the room. Like they didn't even need me. Surplus to requirment and there was no requirement.
It didn't go away. the feelings got worse and worse as the day went on.
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I wanted to cut. first time in weeks but I did. Anything to just break and feel something, anything, different.
I get home and the house is empty. The one time I actually want some ****ing company and they've all ****ed off!
And to top it all off, I've just burnt my dinner. I can't get anything right today.
i would give my right arm for this day to just ****ing end!
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Don't be fooled by my smooth skin. The deepest scars are the ones unseen.
Remember compliments you received, forget the insults. If you succeed in doing this, tell me how..~ Baz Lurhman.
Letting it get to you - You know what that's called? Being alive. Best thing there is. Being alive right now that's all that counts. ~ Doctor Who "The Doctors Wife" 06.November.2011
“The good things don’t always soften the bad, but vice-versa, the bad things don’t necessarily spoil the good things and make them unimportant.”
“Nobody important? Blimey, that’s amazing. Do you know, in nine hundred years of time and space I’ve never met anyone who wasn’t important before.”
“If it’s time to go, remember what you’re leaving. Remember the best. My friends have always been the best of me.”
Now I'll play your ghost as my ace, whenever I'm led astray.
But I am actually good, can't help it if we're tilted.
I'm in my right place, don't be a downer.
“Never lose faith in yourself,
and never lose hope;
remember, even when this world throws its worst and then turns its back,
there is still always hope.”
Don't be fooled by my smooth skin. The deepest scars are the ones unseen.
Remember compliments you received, forget the insults. If you succeed in doing this, tell me how..~ Baz Lurhman.
Letting it get to you - You know what that's called? Being alive. Best thing there is. Being alive right now that's all that counts. ~ Doctor Who "The Doctors Wife" 06.November.2011
*cuddles Adam* I hope you feel better soon, sweetheart. But if you could do me a favour and put the thing about SHing into a hide box, I would appreciate it. This is general chat, after all.
Whilst I'm on the topic, not to nag and this is in no way directed at anyone, but I've noticed the consideration for other people by putting certain things in hide boxes has been slipping of late. This is supposed to be a nice, calming place. Obviously we all support each other, but please try and keep triggering stuff to hide boxes and PMs.
Location: Hogwarts School of Witchcraft and Wizardry
I am currently:
I'm so tired... I don't feel like paying attention to psychology... so I'mma go ahead and come here for a cuddle with my kitten and a nap.
Deep trouble, losing control. Primary resistance at a critical low.
On the double gotta get ahold. Point of no return one second to go. No response on any level. Red alert this vessel's under seige, total overload. System's down, they've got control.
There's no way out.
I really need to get some work done.
But I am failing completely with motivation.
Bleh.
I am going to take a photo of my work now, then take another later.
Then you can all tell me off for not doing anything/hug me for getting something done :P
Now I'll play your ghost as my ace, whenever I'm led astray.
But I am actually good, can't help it if we're tilted.
I'm in my right place, don't be a downer.
Don't be fooled by my smooth skin. The deepest scars are the ones unseen.
Remember compliments you received, forget the insults. If you succeed in doing this, tell me how..~ Baz Lurhman.
Letting it get to you - You know what that's called? Being alive. Best thing there is. Being alive right now that's all that counts. ~ Doctor Who "The Doctors Wife" 06.November.2011
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This afternoon; Now;
I can't be bothered any more, and I think it's awful, but what the hey.
I'm watching Judge Judy.
Now I'll play your ghost as my ace, whenever I'm led astray.
But I am actually good, can't help it if we're tilted.
I'm in my right place, don't be a downer.
Don't be fooled by my smooth skin. The deepest scars are the ones unseen.
Remember compliments you received, forget the insults. If you succeed in doing this, tell me how..~ Baz Lurhman.
Letting it get to you - You know what that's called? Being alive. Best thing there is. Being alive right now that's all that counts. ~ Doctor Who "The Doctors Wife" 06.November.2011
you do marie and just that someone close to me died a week ago of a heart attack and i just found out today by bumping into someone who knew him better than i did also i cant go to the funeral cos of college
colleges allow days off for reasons like funerals. just tell them why you won't be in and there shouldn't be any trouble.
if they still say no go anyway.
Don't be fooled by my smooth skin. The deepest scars are the ones unseen.
Remember compliments you received, forget the insults. If you succeed in doing this, tell me how..~ Baz Lurhman.
Letting it get to you - You know what that's called? Being alive. Best thing there is. Being alive right now that's all that counts. ~ Doctor Who "The Doctors Wife" 06.November.2011
Now;
