Thanx :) I need them cuddles...so now...fuzzy socks for everyone!
"...that incremental suicide of turning your life into a dream, to make being awake as similar to sleep as possible. Drowsily, lazily, dry-mouth your way through the day's ceremonies, fumble your way back into the dew-bather you never really left, draped in brown, brown now all around, the haze!" - Russell Brand on drug addiction.
"Si ma êkh gûndo piyiamásko...ándo bírto barruno. Bírto, bírto barruno."
"...that incremental suicide of turning your life into a dream, to make being awake as similar to sleep as possible. Drowsily, lazily, dry-mouth your way through the day's ceremonies, fumble your way back into the dew-bather you never really left, draped in brown, brown now all around, the haze!" - Russell Brand on drug addiction.
"Si ma êkh gûndo piyiamásko...ándo bírto barruno. Bírto, bírto barruno."
im at school. I want to cry or cut. I cant though, not until i get home. I feel so isolated atm. I cant think about anything else. no one understands me. Happy isnt me. Cold and depressed is. ****ing counsellors.
"A penny for my thoughts, oh no, I'll sell 'em for a dollar
They're worth so much more after I'm a goner
And maybe then you'll hear the words I been singin'
Funny when you're dead how people start listenin'"
I can only check in Mondays, Tuesdays and Wednesdays, btw. Just so nobody panics when I disappear for five days. Hugs to everyone here, looks like we've all got our crap to deal with huh?
I hate my body.
I'm too fat I'm too fat io'm too fat.
Everytime I feel my thighs touch each other I want to scream And I feel like crying when I think of my stomach. I spent an hour staring at myself last night in bed, why is my body so disgusting? Why am I so ****ing greedy?
I hate my scars I want to have red cuts not white scars.
I want to fix it I want to stop hating myself
I want to get rid of myself.I think I'm having a panic attaqck.
"...that incremental suicide of turning your life into a dream, to make being awake as similar to sleep as possible. Drowsily, lazily, dry-mouth your way through the day's ceremonies, fumble your way back into the dew-bather you never really left, draped in brown, brown now all around, the haze!" - Russell Brand on drug addiction.
"Si ma êkh gûndo piyiamásko...ándo bírto barruno. Bírto, bírto barruno."
Checking in for the day. I did it again this morning and really hate myself right now. Fighting off the urges but i'm in college so I should be safe, at least for now.
"A penny for my thoughts, oh no, I'll sell 'em for a dollar
They're worth so much more after I'm a goner
And maybe then you'll hear the words I been singin'
Funny when you're dead how people start listenin'"
I want to starve myself to death. I want to get that high.
"...that incremental suicide of turning your life into a dream, to make being awake as similar to sleep as possible. Drowsily, lazily, dry-mouth your way through the day's ceremonies, fumble your way back into the dew-bather you never really left, draped in brown, brown now all around, the haze!" - Russell Brand on drug addiction.
"Si ma êkh gûndo piyiamásko...ándo bírto barruno. Bírto, bírto barruno."
