thanks witchy and doikers (sorry I don't know you guys names) things just feel like they're getting worse :(
*hugs*
Hush, little baby, drink your spoiled milk
I'm crazy, need my prescription filled
Do you like my cookies? They're made just for you
A little bit of sugar, but lots of poison, too
Hi lucy, I'm Nat :) x thanks, I really hope so too, and for you x
Hush, little baby, drink your spoiled milk
I'm crazy, need my prescription filled
Do you like my cookies? They're made just for you
A little bit of sugar, but lots of poison, too
Nice to meet you Nat :) Thanks! I try to see everything like..these lyrics from Coldplay: (So lying underneath those stormy skies/She said oh)/I know the Sun must set to rise. So don't lose hope X
you too, if ever you want to chat i'm around a fair bit :) that's beautiful, I try and go by 2 of my tattoos (The makings of a legend are often hidden in trials and Pain is just a simple compromise) xx
Hush, little baby, drink your spoiled milk
I'm crazy, need my prescription filled
Do you like my cookies? They're made just for you
A little bit of sugar, but lots of poison, too
Hush, little baby, drink your spoiled milk
I'm crazy, need my prescription filled
Do you like my cookies? They're made just for you
A little bit of sugar, but lots of poison, too
Thanks :) Those are great, very inspirational! [It reminds me of Naruto, the main character from the Japanese comic of the same name :)) He went through a lot of hardships all alone, and in the end those made him really strong!]
Everyone here is so strong, just for still being here! :) xx
Hush, little baby, drink your spoiled milk
I'm crazy, need my prescription filled
Do you like my cookies? They're made just for you
A little bit of sugar, but lots of poison, too
Hi, I was only fairly recently diagnosed with borderline. It took me a while to accept it though, because I have a lot of negative myths that I associated with borderline that I didn't think fit me. I also had a thripist who told me that I couldn't have BPD becasue I wasn't sexually or severally physically abused(I read somewhere that you can have BPD without having a history of sever abuse/neglect) Please correct me if I'm wrong there.
I'm curious, I've read a lot about people with BPD having issues with attachment and abandonment. I tend to not get frantic when I feel people are abandoning me becasue I avoid becoming attached at pretty much all costs. I was wondering if anyone else has experinced this, or something similar.
"So take up your makeup
And pocket your pills away. We're kings among runaways"
Hi cyanide cola :) I was recently diagnosed too, however was sexually abused. However I have the same issues! you're not on your own, welcome to pm me if ever you need to talk x
Hush, little baby, drink your spoiled milk
I'm crazy, need my prescription filled
Do you like my cookies? They're made just for you
A little bit of sugar, but lots of poison, too
Coming to terms with your diagnosis can be hard. what you read was true; I have BPD(and I also have most of the symptoms, like 8 out of 9) and I was never abused(though I've never had a 'normal' family, I grew up in a broken home, so maybe that counts as something]. :S
Damn damn damn really feeling rubbishy at the moment both physically and mentally (I can't pee properly and I have depression and I'm feel low ish )
Have you ever confused a dream with life? Or stolen something when you have the cash? Have you ever been blue? Or thought your train moving while sitting still? Maybe I was just crazy. Maybe it was the 60's. Or maybe I was just a girl... interrupted.
I know what it's like to want to die. How it hurts to smile. How you try to fit in but you can't. How you hurt yourself on the outside to try to kill the thing on the inside. I tried groups, didn't work out just made my depression a lot worse.
*hugs Ellie* I really hope you're feeling better! X
**** i really wanted to go to school today but I feel sick;my cough hasnt gotten any better even though yesterday it seemed to have almost stopped! and I'm wheezing and my nose is also blah :( I feel like such a failure...this will be the second Philosophy class that I misss(in two weeks).
Mark, how are you? What are you scared of X Here if you need anything! X
Thank you Kat x How are you?
I am also kinda scared, and I feel like the world is closing in on me...I tend to be overwhelmed by emotions, but now it's like my whole life is overwhelming me.
On top of that, I just started having ED thoughts, which sucks, because I just managed to be completely okay with eating, and not really binging anymore, and I also saw myself in the mirror the way I really am(not distorted like before). I hope the thoughts will go away.
Pooh thanks I have been quite busy and things have got on top of me and my brain is telling me to do more and more and I feel like I am gonna be pushing myself to an early grave but don't wanna stop in case I am classified as lazy
Have you ever confused a dream with life? Or stolen something when you have the cash? Have you ever been blue? Or thought your train moving while sitting still? Maybe I was just crazy. Maybe it was the 60's. Or maybe I was just a girl... interrupted.
I know what it's like to want to die. How it hurts to smile. How you try to fit in but you can't. How you hurt yourself on the outside to try to kill the thing on the inside. I tried groups, didn't work out just made my depression a lot worse.
