“Because everything that goes around comes around. Maybe it's luck or maybe it's fate, but either way, it comes back around."
Rest in Love Sar-sis. I'll see you the next time around hopefully <3 12/11/92-05/18/16
AJs mommy ❤️ 11/26/17
Married to my best friend and Soulmate 3/5/18 ❤️💍
I cut about a month ago, for the first time in a year.
And my boyfriend doesn't know. If I told him... he would worry himself to death. He would want to talk about it, and I just can't. He would blame himself, and I would feel worse.
But the urges are getting so much worse, and I need to tell him because I need his help.
It's really bad.
And I can't open my stupid mouth.
"There came a time when the risk to remain tight in the bud was more painful than the risk it took to blossom."
I've relapsed back into hell
and I like it
because I think "well at least I'm not cutting"
“Because everything that goes around comes around. Maybe it's luck or maybe it's fate, but either way, it comes back around."
Rest in Love Sar-sis. I'll see you the next time around hopefully <3 12/11/92-05/18/16
AJs mommy ❤️ 11/26/17
Married to my best friend and Soulmate 3/5/18 ❤️💍
Learn from the past, Hope for tomorrow, Live for today
TimeToDance is my napping buddy! :) Banarama! is my big sister :) My wee loon Oli is my personal help desk! :) Mercipourlevenin is a legend!!! :)
Love_Lies_Bleeding:Tinkerdebs:pastexpiration: *fairy*dust* all make me smile :)
Thanks for all you have done guys, you mean so much to me! :)
I'm afraid to let her in, because that means I have the potential to get broken again
“Because everything that goes around comes around. Maybe it's luck or maybe it's fate, but either way, it comes back around."
Rest in Love Sar-sis. I'll see you the next time around hopefully <3 12/11/92-05/18/16
AJs mommy ❤️ 11/26/17
Married to my best friend and Soulmate 3/5/18 ❤️💍
i want a baby so muich it hurts, all of the time. I almost can't stand it.
"The body faught to survive, it evacuated toxins in any way it knew how. It made clots to stop the bleeding.Bones would find the quickest ways to heal themselves. It made scar tissue. In the face of violence towards it, it would become violent. It was amazing, yet excruciating. "
I'm not eating tonight to prove that I don't need her but I still sickly think that I do
“Because everything that goes around comes around. Maybe it's luck or maybe it's fate, but either way, it comes back around."
Rest in Love Sar-sis. I'll see you the next time around hopefully <3 12/11/92-05/18/16
AJs mommy ❤️ 11/26/17
Married to my best friend and Soulmate 3/5/18 ❤️💍
the bathtub was covered in crimson and orange from blood and vomit after my shower, you thought I was kidding when I said I was going to cut myself til the floor was red and puke until I passed out? I proved everyone wrong
I don't care anymore about myself
“Because everything that goes around comes around. Maybe it's luck or maybe it's fate, but either way, it comes back around."
Rest in Love Sar-sis. I'll see you the next time around hopefully <3 12/11/92-05/18/16
AJs mommy ❤️ 11/26/17
Married to my best friend and Soulmate 3/5/18 ❤️💍
One of the reasons why Im not gone yet is because I want to know what people say and do after i die, and If im not here there is no way of knowing what happens. Selfish I know.
Sometimes you need to run away just to see who will follow you.