The Honesty Box

[zowie]

I feel really fragile at the moment.
But I can't tell anyone.

[Outcast Angel]

I wish I didn't love my mum because it's only the fact that I don't want to hurt her again that's stopping me from ending it all.

[~Grace~]

I feel guilty for burning, but im glad I did it

[darkgeek]

The only reason I havent enacted my plan is it would take atleast four with me.

[realflifefaerie]

I just want you to really care, rather than pretend

[furby]

I did the best thing for you but it was the worst for me.

[~Grace~]

never have i felt so alone in all my life

[finding.my.wings]

so yeah............... a few things

i really want to and have come so close to purging

i know everyone keeps telling me the 'truth' but i still believe that im utterly worthless and that many people would be better off without me in this world.

i dont deserve people to care about me that much

"unseen" will now always be seen by me, because i put it there.

i harmed tonight at someone elses house while babysitting
-- and i lied to a freind about a mark on my hand.

to 'give up' is all i actually want- i cant handle this pain, nor want the possibility of it getting worse.

unobvious tools are so easy to have. not so obvious. dont even need to hide them.

i am suppose to be safe here. she has said there is nothing here but i need to do sumthing. even the hoover cable is wanting me to strangle myself argh wat am i doing

[Angel_of_Urs]

I'm back in contact with the guy that abused me and tore my life apart in ways unimaginable and i'm letting him do it again. . . why? Because I'm sick and it's comforting to me. He has messed me up so much that its the only thing I know. I'm sick.

[SoMuchMore]

In "real life" (separate from computer life) I have only told one person that I always silently add the word "maybe" when someone says "see you later."

[MammaMia]

I think I'm slowly making my best friend's fear true.

[~*Rainbow*~]

M* - I love you as a friend, but i cant love you they way you want because of your past, i will not be good for you....... my past and yours cannot co - exsist in the future

D* - You are my heart my soul and my life - but the cracks that are appearing are getting bigger, and i am loosing grip, i dont know how much longer i can hold on babe

H* - I want to be there and help you - in anyway i can but i am struggeling so much right now i cant hold my self together

[MammaMia]

I cannot cope without you.
I fail.
Please please please come online.
I'm so ****ing selfish.

i'm such a fragile little girl...


just let me break please???

[delete account]

I feel so ill. In my head. I want to rant and scream and scream and scream and I wish I could. I can't stay together like this. I'll never be able to forget anything.

[Bitter_Angel]

im booked in for surgery this week an am absloutley terrfied. It dosnt usualy bother me but it is this time.

[Ileana]

I thrive on the attention and care my boyfriend gives me and whether he knows it or not, my inner child needs it in order to heal. I'm also terrified of running him off or simply losing him.

[MammaMia]

I want to run away :'(

[finding.my.wings]

i like this ED, i want this, this i can handle and control. yeah.