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Old 10-04-2008, 09:32 PM   #321
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Old 11-04-2008, 03:28 AM   #322
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Old 11-04-2008, 03:36 AM   #323
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ooh those eyes! i think this last one is my favorite so far

Dave how are you doing honey? just thought i would pop in to say hi and see what's up. hope you are well
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Old 12-04-2008, 05:14 AM   #324
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Old 13-04-2008, 12:17 AM   #325
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Old 15-04-2008, 01:54 AM   #326
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Old 15-04-2008, 09:52 PM   #327
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Old 16-04-2008, 12:00 AM   #328
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Old 17-04-2008, 08:37 PM   #329
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Old 17-04-2008, 08:42 PM   #330
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Old 20-04-2008, 05:26 AM   #331
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Old 20-04-2008, 08:45 AM   #332
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Old 21-04-2008, 02:40 PM   #333
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Hi Dave
How are you doing? Your artwork is amazing and continues to send chills down my spine. It is so real you can feel the pain so clearly. You really have a gift for uncovering and expressing some of the deeepest emorions in your artwork. Hope your doing ok. Don't give up keep fighting you will get through this. Take care
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Old 26-04-2008, 07:59 AM   #334
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Kat,
Thank you for your comments on my artwork its really kind of you,
i hear you about my work still sending chills down your spine they are really dark and send chills down my spine too. Im glad my work really speaks to you and many others in ryl.

Im struggling right now i finally got to see a psychiatrist for my assesment on the 24th of april . It was bloody hard for me to be there and i think i overloaded the psychiatrist with all my crap theres so much i didnt have time to explain it all.

He was shocked to hear about all my crap and also how badly ive been treated by others and the NHS. I have to return again on the 29th to finish my assesment, im scared because of the power of my emotions and if i can last through this.

The psychiatrist said it may be him i see or someone else, he was nice, god i hope its the psychologist i get to see, ive seen 2 psychiatrists already. I just feel like if i dont get this treatment i wont last and i will give up. Especially if i have to wait months before recieving treatment.

And im scared about going through the treatment that i will destroy myself ive been trying to hold all my crap inside and locked up but that doesnt stay locked up for long . My heads all over the place i hope i can hold on.

I will try and keep fighting its bloody hard tho

Hugs you Kat
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Old 26-04-2008, 08:03 AM   #335
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Old 26-04-2008, 08:07 AM   #336
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Old 29-04-2008, 10:12 AM   #337
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Old 30-04-2008, 02:04 AM   #338
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Old 30-04-2008, 04:06 AM   #339
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