If you are feeling suicidal, post here...

[talaiporia]

You won't be 'bugging' anyone - that's what chat is there for.

[xxeraynxx]

i cant do this. i'm sorry. i just cant do this anymore

[Uglyducklin]

Im stuck in this body.Such a FAT freak Need to end it so badlyx

[shadowedsoul]

feeling low again, just want to curl up and die. cnt be assed dealing with ll the crap thats going on.

[Mum24]

Shadowedsoul, Jess, xx, hugs. I know. I feel crappy too, but if we keep going it'll be worth it. We can get through this together

[babysas]

I have made a big mistake.... feel so crappy.... Just want this to end! :'(

[Mum24]

Hugs Babysas. What happened?

I feel awful too. My husband says that my illness is making our lives bad. Even though I never show it and my kids are happy. My husband is miserable and didn't want this kind of wife. :(

[talaiporia]

*hugs all of you*

Do you think you can go to A&E if you're feeling unsafe? If not, stay here and talk to us.

[babysas]

I did something I am ashamed of, slipped up after such a long time of not attempting anything like this :( .....

mum24 - You sound like a very strong woman, sure your husband is understanding and that he loves you for you, and that he will support you through difficult times. Hope you feel better soon *hugs*

[talaiporia]

*hugs* Babysas - it's not the end of the world. Have you told anyone?

[babysas]

thanks, feel in need of hugs right now :'( .... Feels like I have failed more then anything, and it was only meant to be small but ended up bigger then i was meant to go. I havent told anyone I am sat in on my own

[talaiporia]

Can you tell anyone?

[babysas]

not really... no one understands from my family or circle of friends

[Serendipity.]

*sending you all hugs*

babysas, if you need medical help, please make sure you get it. Keep talking to us here, but it would be a really good idea if you could find someone who's *there* to talk to also. Here if you need someone. x

[babysas]

thanks... i cant get that required help, unfortuantly I am on a total panic of what to do and when I get that bad I get confused and dont know what to do

[staceyrawrcakes]

Hey, thanks for yesterday. I'm feeling better now today, went and met my mum in town and then spent some time with her and then as soon as I got back to my boyfriend's we went to get food and I cooked us dinner, I'm just trying to keep as busy as I can today so I don't think about it

*hugs to everyone*

You can always PM me if you need to talk, I'll always be there to listen. Hope you're all feeling better now :) xxx

[long road]

Hey, im doing okish today. voice isn't here, so not really tempted. but have been getting images of me doing harm/suicide. but i managed to stop them i think. they isn't as bad cos today they wasnt very real.

thanks to everyone
its hard to talk bout being suicidal to my friends most tend to panic.

[shadowedsoul]

hmm feeling unsafe again. mind is screaming at me to hurt myself, it wont shut up. cries.

[Mum24]

Shadowedsoul how are you doing?

You guys, I'm really struggling. I'm not suicidal but I feel dead inside. I went out today (it took me till 1pm to get dressed) and I feel like I'm moving in slow motion. Everything is hard and it hurts. I think I should be strong enough to kick this but it's beating me. :(

[shadowedsoul]

hugs mum, feeling low still, just want it to end.
hugs hun try and stay safe hun. you can beat this hun