Thanks April, but it's what I already told you that time. I'm trying to decide if I'm ready to announce this to the whole ward or not. I don't know what I want out of it. Somone else to know I guess. Someone to take me seriously, believe me.
Oh, and on the lol side of life, I had a dream about the music teacher last night. She was teaching my psychology lesson (???) and my friend Emma was in love with her. I began to freak out about something unknown and got really upset in the lesson. I covered my face and tried to block out what Emma was saying and then I opened my eyes and my music teacher was standing right next to me and she was being so nice and asking what was wrong and if I was OK, it wasn't a bad dream but now I'm really scared of her for some reason...
“Never lose faith in yourself,
and never lose hope;
remember, even when this world throws its worst and then turns its back,
there is still always hope.”
Mark: Glad I could offer something that might be useful. By the way, I hope your friend is doing okay. *hugs*
April: The arm in question is the one I had surgery on to "fix". We had to gut our computers to transplant them into new cases to fix some overheating problems and in the process I put my arm through movements and angles that have left me in extreme pain. I couldn't sleep last night (without sleeping pills and extreme pain meds) because of the pain and still woke exceptionally early. *huggles*
Sorry for the lack of individuals. I feel like a bad wardie.
She shouts, she screams, she smashes your dreams . . .
Would you mind if I killed you? Would you mind if I tried to?
'Cause you have turned into my worst enemy,
You carry hate that I don't feel: It's over now WHAT HAVE YOU DONE
* Proud Plumeria Sister * My Support Thread * I got lei'd in vets *
* My RYL Family: big brother Doikers; little sisters MammaMia & flutterby butterfly *
Lia, could you PM me sweetheart what you thinks going on? I can tell you via PM whether you're right or not. I wasn't sure if you were able to handle a PM from me explain it all, hence me not including you.
Mark, please stay safe. I hope you sleep well.
Kahlia, you're not a bad wardie! *cuddles tightly*
*sits by new friends as tears run down face* Why won't they stop? I don't want to cry anymore today. hugs please?
There's a hand;
Reaching into the darkness,
Pulling me back towards ethereal white.
Did we know this?
That we would be each others...
Never-ending light?
*Hugs shadow13 tightly.* I'm Lia. Do you have a name you want us to call you, or would you rather be shadow13? You don't have to give your real name if you're worried about being 'found'. Do you want to share what's bothing you? We're a nice bunch for the most part and won't eat you or anything :)
*Hugs Jill* Sorry you're feeling so low. Is there anything we can do to help?
Mum's being an ass with me again. Its depressing that I got half my DNA from her. Still not 100% sure I'm even in the right degree, that could be the depression talking or just realising I only did it because I was forced into it or maybe even something else... Just it was always my dream to work with animals and I'm voulenteering with them soon and my work experience felt right... I'm so muddled up right now
you have nothing to be sorry for lia, you can tell us in your own time or you can PM me.
“Never lose faith in yourself,
and never lose hope;
remember, even when this world throws its worst and then turns its back,
there is still always hope.”
“Never lose faith in yourself,
and never lose hope;
remember, even when this world throws its worst and then turns its back,
there is still always hope.”
