If you are feeling suicidal, post here...

[irish]

I don't want to live to be 16 or to get my driveing permit because if I do I know that the probibility of me purposely getting into an acsedent to kill myself would be so high that I would end up hurting or.even killing the person in the car with me and that is the last thing I want to ever do.

[for narnia.]

I don't trust myself anymore.

[lower than myself]

I haven't slept well for days now.

All I want is one night where I don't hear voices, and I don't feel awful.

I want to die, but I know that, if I do, my boyfriend will never forgive me.

I hate feeling like this.

[non volo]

So I'm back in here once again.
I had a short stay in hospital last week but got released due to anxiety and blood pressure getting worse while in there.
I have tried coping since getting discharged on Thursday but I took a small od a few nights ago (not to die just to get a release) but today I saw my cpn and she admitted that I cannot be helped any more, all the promises she and crisis made are gone and now I am completely without hope of anything.

[freakangel]

Sorry I don't have any words. *hugs* stay strong.

[Deathwatcher]

I just really want to give up on everything. I'm tired of fighting the urges. I don't see any point in life no more.

[JDenning]

how do you continue when youre not christian and youre looked down upon for that. I deserve death because I can bring no joy out of my life, then the christians can have thier fucking hatred and wars. I cant have the one thing I want, the one person that made me alright, the only person that gave me a chance, i dont know why I'm even waiting, i guess i owe a llittle to myself, but i dont think i'll make it as long as I want, I just wish she would know when I'm gone, its because she showed me theres nothing good in me, and that I cant be loved I need to do this.

[StuckInReverse]

Yeah I am! DAMN STRAIGHT! And angry.. if you couldn't tell. Hate this :'/

[out of ashes]

damn it really getting pissed off. peoples stupid comments in real life. they are never going to understand. this is so pointless.

[Niniane]

I hate it when things are getting that hard. I hate it when I feel suicidal. I hate the whole situation!

[Mum24]

I'm so sorry everyone that is struggling so hard. Please get help before it's too late. You all deserve to live a good long life. Hang in there guys.

[Deathwatcher]

I don't care anymore if I live or die. I would rather just die right now. I'm tired of life. I'm tired of trying. I'm fucking done

[on edge]

im feeling really low today and the bad thoughts and voices are so intense i just want to curl up and die now cause i cant cope no more. im tired of fighting and struggling i just want it over with.

[Frail Existence]

dont give up jo.
*holds you close*
we love you.
keep fighting please.
youll get better and things will look brighter.
promise

[Heaven Knows]

*leaves hugs for all*
No words right now. Please keep fighting everyone <3
x Katie x

[Frail Existence]

*curls up tight crying*

[StuckInReverse]

what's wrong? *hugs*

[Frail Existence]

whats not wrong is question... tears strollin down my fae n can barely breathe caue cryin so much.

[Mum24]

Hugs Libz

[Frail Existence]

thanks. *holds on you*