*hugs Lindsay* sorry, im really crap for support atm.. please try take care of yourself though, as Mark said, you can get through this without harming yourself. we're all here xx
I'm here if you want to talk, Claire. I remember when my Dad got ill I was really worried and was fed up of bad things always happening to me. It's hard, but you can get through this safely.
I put it down on paper and then the ghost does not ache so much.
Don't try to calm the storm, calm yourself, the storm will pass.
I really don't know. I think I'm going to stay with a friend for a couple of days, just to get away from things. I know that will make it harder to come back though, it always does. But it should help me relax for a while at least.
I spy a lindsay! *huggles!* sorry to read bout your trip to hospital last night and being triggered.
Hello Claire! *huggles* I do believe we've not met! But I'm an old regular in here, apart from the fact that I was doing well so I was less regular, and then when I needed to get online cos things were crazy I had no time to and was then too unwell to, and then I had a 2week holiday and then I moved flat and had no internet til now! *deep breath to recover!* So yes, Hello and I'm sorry to hear that you're dad is unwell and you're finding it difficult to cope. I wish I had words of wisdom for you but all I can manage at the moment is an extra huggle *huggles Claire again*
A HUGE thank-you to all of you who signed my moving in card - it was sooo thoughtful of Mark to organise and for you all to take part. I had to fight back happy tears. Things are still hetic at the moment with appointments and things to do everyday :( I'm surviving on proplus and extra painkillers which both I seem to be getting a tolerance for now which really isn't good. I just need everything to get sorted so I can spend a week in bed, on ryl and WoW and get back to 'normal' before Eoghan deploys to Afghan. He doesn't need his last weeks with me being an anxious stressed out mess!
Anyhoo, will try and check back later, but I've a million things to do that I really don't want to...well ok, not a million, but it feels like it. Better do them, as they won't go away....
*goes out to smoking shelter first for a fag*
"oh puppy sinclair! You coming to play in the garden?"
"All battles in life serve to teach us something, even the battles we lose"
"There are moments in life when the only possible option is to lose control"
*sprays self with pretty smelling stuff so as to not stink of fags*
Claire - you're right, things will calm down, I have to keep focused to get things done so to achieve the calm! Oh and I like what your sig. says - very true.
*toddles around ward, checking all the hiding places, holes, corners, padded cell, denial tent and anywhere else she can find to go about giving huggles to all her fellow wardies who she has missed so much*
"All battles in life serve to teach us something, even the battles we lose"
"There are moments in life when the only possible option is to lose control"
*huggles all*
Went somewhere I thought I'd be happy now all gone it's all bad gone crazy bad urgy bad
She shouts, she screams, she smashes your dreams . . .
Would you mind if I killed you? Would you mind if I tried to?
'Cause you have turned into my worst enemy,
You carry hate that I don't feel: It's over now WHAT HAVE YOU DONE
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* My RYL Family: big brother Doikers; little sisters MammaMia & flutterby butterfly *
